walker Posted August 6, 2008 Report Share Posted August 6, 2008 Ok you are probably getting rather p****d off with me now - especially all my damn poems.But that is how I can express my pain.I wrote this several weeks ago, well before I had even heard of BPD - and yet it still seems to make so much sense.I hope it reaches out and touches you, too, although needless to say it another one full of torment.Long-remembered painAching through my being.At every cornerThere to see me round andHold me backA pain that clings to life,But longs to die.A pain that ebbs and flowsThroughout time.It curls, hidesWatches, waits.Causes the mind to thin,To weaken,Hones a fine vulnerability.Undermining allThis ember of past hurts,Past failings.Then it revealsFace of a childUnheard, unaccepted.Hauling guilt and shameOut into adulthoodEntwined within the soulEmbedded in the heart.Too much to lose,Impossible to swallow.Choking days, weeksDrawing the mind inwards,Searching for a placeof safety.Clinging desparately to listening ears,To open minds.Fleeing in terrorFrom familiar judgmentAgonized longingScreaming throughout.Twisting thoughtsConfusing reason.A living poltergeistSucking future into past.Crushing lifeLiving through OK - got it right that time - what a c**k up Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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