lostsoul Posted February 15, 2005 Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 :( ok so today i have this trial at the clinic where i have to show my supposed talents to the manager. i hate it. all day yesterday it was on my mind and last night's sleep was a joke and today i am so nervous i cant eat and breathe and i HATE this. this is the reason i avoid anything remotely stressful, oh yeah, like WORK, cos it makes me so bloody ill. bloody chemistry. im due on as well. ARGH. why do things always come friggin together? im freezing. how am i gonna get my hands warm for the massage? aw aw aw aw im not doing good. wanna jack it in and go on benefits. i would get three times as much as i will at this place and with no stress. why do i keep doing this to myself? i should have given in a long time ago and realised some games u cant win. that playing by rules never gets you anywhere. im prolly all irrational. k im gonna go now. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. i cant wait for it to be over Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Paula Posted February 15, 2005 Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 lost, you're great. dont put yourself down. it's gonna be fine you're stronger and braver than i am. good luck :D Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lostsoul Posted February 15, 2005 Author Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 but im not brave or strong or great thats the problem lol pinky - i have no idea what the fuck i am doing!!!!!! but thanks for believing in me. that is very touching. xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chimpy Posted February 15, 2005 Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 Go Lost GoLost Go Lost By tonight you'll be wondering what all the fuss was about - you'll knock em dead! Chimpy xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Paula Posted February 15, 2005 Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 lost you are great. go show them what you can do. we're all here, cheering you on, wishing you the best of luck :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lauren Posted February 15, 2005 Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 you most certainly are strong enough. damn girly, your going arent you?!!! much luck. xxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lostsoul Posted February 15, 2005 Author Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 yeah im going im ready now and hoping to get it over with soon. just wanna go now this takes me back to my french oral i think i nearly died of nerves waiting to go in. i will drop by later to let u know how it went. arg. if it went ok. if it doesnt i might just skip the frikkin country. joking, kinda. depends how bad it goes. thanks guys... xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Betsy Posted February 15, 2005 Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 lost, You are wonderful and in the crisis your natural wonderfullness will take over and you will behave great. i know you can do it. bets Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
verbena Posted February 15, 2005 Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 Soul, I hope it went well for you. Let us know. XXX Ann Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyMacbeth Posted February 15, 2005 Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 Hey, lost, hope it went well. ] Much hugs, LM Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lostsoul Posted February 15, 2005 Author Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 well i have surpassed myself, and somehow have a job!!!!! anyone fancy a piss up?!!!! ty so much guys you were right, im not totally crap at everything!!!!! xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lauren Posted February 15, 2005 Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! We told you so!!!!!! You are great!!!!!! (((((hugs)))) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyMacbeth Posted February 15, 2005 Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 I am so excited for you Claire...woo hoo. break out the Champagne and lets have toast in your name! Love, Em Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chimpy Posted February 15, 2005 Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 well i have surpassed myself, and somehow have a job!!!!! anyone fancy a piss up?!!!! ty so much guys you were right, im not totally crap at everything!!!!! xx <{POST_SNAPBACK}> That is such great news Claire! Don't like to say I told you so! I start a job trial next week and am feeling similar to how you did... I'm in East London tonight so a piss up it is hehe Chimpy xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lostsoul Posted February 15, 2005 Author Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 ooh i live in east london chimpy - whereabouts are u going out tonight ?(dont worry im not inviting myself, just curious)... and also, good luck with the job trial -ug, you have my fullest sympathies, it sucks to be trialled! guys thank you thank you (bows regally) for your support and congratulations. i cant believe i actually have a job that for the first time i actually kinda want to do. very strange feeling. i have more trials next week for the other therapies but im not worried about them it will be fine. and even if it goes shite i still have a job doing one thing!!! so its a win win from now on!!! lady - frascati would do for me but its not mine and is the only plonk in the house (except for me, hee hee) and i daren't touch that! maybe some naughty drumming on a week day may be in order! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyMacbeth Posted February 15, 2005 Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 Will have some plonk for you later...while I drink I will think about you...so don't be alarmed if you start to feel all lightheaded and giggly for some reason. :lol: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lostsoul Posted February 15, 2005 Author Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 lol lady thanks for the warning!!!!! and of course make sure u enjoy thinking about me hee hee! xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyMacbeth Posted February 15, 2005 Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 I'll try to contain my excitement! :lol: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lostsoul Posted February 15, 2005 Author Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 hahahaha.. we'll see! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chimpy Posted February 15, 2005 Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 ooh i live in east london chimpy - whereabouts are u going out tonight ?(dont worry im not inviting myself, just curious)... and also, good luck with the job trial -ug, you have my fullest sympathies, it sucks to be trialled! guys thank you thank you (bows regally) for your support and congratulations. i cant believe i actually have a job that for the first time i actually kinda want to do. very strange feeling. i have more trials next week for the other therapies but im not worried about them it will be fine. and even if it goes shite i still have a job doing one thing!!! so its a win win from now on!!! lady - frascati would do for me but its not mine and is the only plonk in the house (except for me, hee hee) and i daren't touch that! maybe some naughty drumming on a week day may be in order! <{POST_SNAPBACK}> I've been on trial for over a month now - just upping the ante next week - from writing to writing and editing! Am going to a curry house in Whitechappel Lost for a farewell dinner for some friends who are off travelling. Will have a drink of celebration for you - especially as it's BYO :P Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lostsoul Posted February 15, 2005 Author Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 ah, whitechapel. cool - lots of lovely curry. have a really great time ok? oooh thats a long trial! sounds cool though! you must be doing ok they havent told you to fk off yet - thats greaties! xx ps: please get utterly wrecked and vomit in an alley for me, ta xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyMacbeth Posted February 15, 2005 Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 Damn...u gonna get drunk from second-hand alcohol tonight :lol: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lostsoul Posted February 15, 2005 Author Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 lol better than nothing! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chimpy Posted February 15, 2005 Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 ah, whitechapel. cool - lots of lovely curry. have a really great time ok? oooh thats a long trial! sounds cool though! you must be doing ok they havent told you to fk off yet - thats greaties! xx ps: please get utterly wrecked and vomit in an alley for me, ta xx <{POST_SNAPBACK}> Fanks Lost - I'll give you directions to said alley and stashed puddle of stomach contents 2 moro Yeah - I am doing good here at World Entertainment News Network - it's just that i will have to start shift work and don't know how I will handle the stress and hours during down time. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
verbena Posted February 15, 2005 Report Share Posted February 15, 2005 Soul, I have been trying to get this post for 1/2 hour! My boss keeps stopping in to say hello!! Great news about your job. You'll have to tell us all about it next week!! Good work - I'd have expected nothing less. XXX Ann Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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