daisy duck Posted January 13, 2009 Report Share Posted January 13, 2009 Hi there friendxxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jades Posted January 13, 2009 Author Report Share Posted January 13, 2009 im feeling extreemly fat and comared to when i was anorexic i am feel overwhelmeed want to just cut all this fat off i hate it hate my body i must lose this weight or i will be forcfed to do something extreme Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
daisy duck Posted January 13, 2009 Report Share Posted January 13, 2009 you can lose weight healthily....exercise will help tone you up and lift your mood.big hugsxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jades Posted January 13, 2009 Author Report Share Posted January 13, 2009 no im sick i m sick im a fat piece of shit fat ass pig should just cut it all off im sorry Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
daisy duck Posted January 13, 2009 Report Share Posted January 13, 2009 You are not a piece of shit jade...you are a lovely person you really are.You feel down right now and thats affecting how you feel about yourself.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jades Posted January 13, 2009 Author Report Share Posted January 13, 2009 my eating disordered thoughted thought hsve totslly tsken over that all i can think of those same thoughts that nearly killed me with anorexia when iwas 23 are back and theyre flooding my thoughs so much so that i can think of nothing else im sorry Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
daisy duck Posted January 13, 2009 Report Share Posted January 13, 2009 my eating disordered thoughted thought hsve totslly tsken over that all i can think of those same thoughts that nearly killed me with anorexia when iwas 23 are back and theyre flooding my thoughs so much so that i can think of nothing else im sorryDont be sorry jade....youve come so far with you eating disorder.You can get through thisxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jades Posted January 13, 2009 Author Report Share Posted January 13, 2009 i feel like im back at the beginning again i dont wanna fight it anymore i feel like giving in Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
daisy duck Posted January 13, 2009 Report Share Posted January 13, 2009 You can get through this jadexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx :wub: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pmilkman Posted January 14, 2009 Report Share Posted January 14, 2009 I thought bulimia involved an attempt at self-purging (chucking or laxatives) - how can they label you bulimic if you don't......they're havin a laugh.This is what i thought, or rather they are taking the 'p***'. There are several forms of non-purging Bulimia, such as Exercise Bulimia ===> http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Exercise_bulimiaI have been the same weight since i was 18, and i do not have any issues with my body/weight/image, i just do not eat when i am stressed/upset. I expect when the diagnoses was finally made, BPD, they saw my eating disorder and shoved on a lable to cover the SH aspect of BPD or i have an issue with my weight in my head and they have not told me yet ? The MH system where i live in Kent (UK) is a joke, it has taken them 4 years to come up with BPD rather than depression and my insistance that something is not right up stairs and i do not want any more of their bloody drugs. I lost 1 year of my life a few years ago as they zombiefied me with an Anti-Depressant and a Behavioural Modifying Drug combination. It is the only time i have felt 'fine' for the past 10+ years as i was so out of it on their drugs i did not have any feelings or emotions in general. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
floralora Posted January 14, 2009 Report Share Posted January 14, 2009 hi jades, we're all here to help. dont be too so hard on yourself. ive got undiagnosed binge eating disorder. if i know im going to have a stressful day i dont eat the day before and on that day, so i can just eat and eat until i feel better, after i get stressed. then depending on how bad i feel, i take a few painkillers with a bottle of wine so im sick or a few laxitives, or i dont eat again until im really stressed. i feel guilty whenever i eat too much and i disgust myself for giving in to my urge. x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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