*phew* Thats That Sorted

[buddah]

i have been panic striken and shit for like two three weeks now. waiting for the letter to come back from the dss about my medical. and WOO HOO im not getting kicked off my benifits. safe untill 2014.

in a way i feel kinda bad. one of the guys that works in the jobcentre is in a wheelchair. (probably a government agent or something, not like james bond or anything, more like a ninja or something, but with wheels, y know? (me neither, dont worry.)) and he works. but then again he probably doesnt think that there is a satellite watching him. plotting against him. swings and roundabouts innit?

so anyway FUCK YEAH! no more medicals for a few years. i hate doctors. they think they know so much. especially the dss fucks. some old geezer that couldnt cut it in a hospital judging me on a 40 minute "interview" (in reality just filling out a form on his computer, probably between extended midday sessions of midget porn, doritos and 7up)

and then giving the form to, and i quote my job centre advisor here , "THE decision maker" COME ON!! the fuckin decision maker??? WHAT!! i presume he is a companion of THE gatekeeper and overlord to THE INFORMATION GATHERER!!! who form an alliegance of rebels coming together to battle the empi... i digress. who the hell is making these decisions?? and to top that you should have seen the instructions for getting there i was sent... leave my house at 7 o clock the previous evening, go to inverness for 11.30pm, wait till morning 9.30am. who came up with this shit?? no human had ever looked at that, or any other, form that had been filled in. it just confirms what i allready knew... the world is just full of people going into rooms saying things. (peep show quote)

no one really knows what is going on. not even the people in charge. anyway rant over i spose.

to recap the key points,

- no more medicals for a while

- system bad

regards etc...buddah

[yorkiegal73]

that's great news buddah! I hate those bloody medicals. Just found out this month that they're not going to hassle me either. They can't call me in for a medical for IB whilst i'm on high rate care for DLA, although their computer still tried. And I'm on DLA indefinately, which means it won't be reviewed unless a neighbour grasses me up for going shopping on my own or I'm one of the 20,000 out of 2 million random claimants who get reviewed each year.

I know what you mean about feeling guilty though. Whenever I use my bus pass and then see someone on the bus with a wheel chair I feel a complete cow. I've even been known to put on a limp when I get off the bus so the driver doesn't think badly of me lol.

[Rael]

im glad for you that they arent going to hassle you (both). you have nothing to feel bad about, just because someone cant see whats wrong doesnt mean it isnt very hard and painful to live with.

xxx