jades Posted February 6, 2009 Report Share Posted February 6, 2009 i started out alone depressed alcoholic not knowing who i was what did or bpd was . i met all of u . i made friends . i was depressed . i sh ed u were still my friends . u stook by me u made me laugh u straightened me out u supported me. i went to aa. im detoxing . i almost died . i decided i want to live . im happy i have friends here and in aa i love u all im not scared anymore . i actually look forward to each day i dont sh anymore . i feel in control. i am grateful and blessed and i want to pass it onto you. hugs xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hummm_mabbe Posted February 6, 2009 Report Share Posted February 6, 2009 i started out alone depressed alcoholic not knowing who i was what did or bpd was . i met all of u . i made friends . i was depressed . i sh ed u were still my friends . u stook by me u made me laugh u straightened me out u supported me. i went to aa. im detoxing . i almost died . i decided i want to live . im happy i have friends here and in aa i love u all im not scared anymore . i actually look forward to each day i dont sh anymore . i feel in control. i am grateful and blessed and i want to pass it onto you. hugs xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx**wobbles left****wobbles right** **bursts into tears**I felt all confused and overwhelmed and then realised I was feeling happie, then I felt sad (yanno, like happie sad). Makes my heartie bit go **pop** reading this ... sooooooo glad that things have changed in such a spectacular way for you miss jadie poople. Hang on to those friends, and all those new sensations, because that is what ongoing happiness is about, keep them with you always You looked into the abyss, and you pulled yourself out, with the loving warmth and help of others, and now you know how to find those people and ask them for what you need.You are an inspiration to me, and I really mean that :hug2: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jades Posted February 6, 2009 Author Report Share Posted February 6, 2009 you helped me alot too rosie hugs xxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hummm_mabbe Posted February 6, 2009 Report Share Posted February 6, 2009 you helped me alot too rosie hugs xxxxCan I add a little smiley face to my helpie-copter to show a 'direct hit'? :lol: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jades Posted February 6, 2009 Author Report Share Posted February 6, 2009 you sure can helibuddy i ll leave the landing stip clar for a landing at my house anytime you wanna visit :P Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hummm_mabbe Posted February 6, 2009 Report Share Posted February 6, 2009 you sure can helibuddy i ll leave the landing stip clar for a landing at my house anytime you wanna visit Hmm maybe invest in some rubber chimney pots firstIm a bit sketchy on landings Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jades Posted February 6, 2009 Author Report Share Posted February 6, 2009 10-4 good buddy lol will doo clear for landing im lonely Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Roses Posted February 6, 2009 Report Share Posted February 6, 2009 Thanks Jades. This is a beautiful thread and you are a beautiful person on the outside and the inside. Lots of hugs to you friend. xxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jades Posted February 6, 2009 Author Report Share Posted February 6, 2009 big thanks to u my best friend xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rael Posted February 6, 2009 Report Share Posted February 6, 2009 :hug2: its amazing to see how much you have come through and i truly hope that things stay on this good track, you deserve itxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Marchmadness Posted February 6, 2009 Report Share Posted February 6, 2009 Jades -Glad to see you are feeling and doing better. You have been working hardon yourself and now you will be able to see the progress. Keep going girl -March Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AveMaria Posted February 6, 2009 Report Share Posted February 6, 2009 :grouphug[1]: I am so happy for you, you deserve it! May things continue to get better and may you continue to feel so positive!xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
daisy duck Posted February 6, 2009 Report Share Posted February 6, 2009 im happy your feeling better...thnks for your support tooxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jades Posted February 7, 2009 Author Report Share Posted February 7, 2009 thanks rael march and daisy hugs oh and ave too xxxxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
daisy duck Posted February 7, 2009 Report Share Posted February 7, 2009 thanks rael march and daisy hugs oh and ave too xxxxxxxxxxxxhow you feeling now jade....did you speak to anyone about how you were feeling?xxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jades Posted February 7, 2009 Author Report Share Posted February 7, 2009 yeah i went to a meeting and blabbed all about it i feel better but my sponsor wanted me to pick up a white chip and i told her to fuck off i wasnt taking one for taking a med i was prescribed for a medical problem so later she agreed nya ! i feel better thanks i missed yall hugs xxxxxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catspiracy Posted February 7, 2009 Report Share Posted February 7, 2009 I got so happy when I read this! So glad for you! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Roses Posted February 7, 2009 Report Share Posted February 7, 2009 Well done for standing up to them. xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
daisy duck Posted February 7, 2009 Report Share Posted February 7, 2009 Im happy you got it sortedxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jades Posted February 7, 2009 Author Report Share Posted February 7, 2009 thanks cat roses and diasy your where i get my stregnth cant forget rossie and rael Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sylv666 Posted February 9, 2009 Report Share Posted February 9, 2009 jadesI've not been on for a while but popped on today because I'm not feeling so hot but your post really made me smile Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Recommended Posts
Archived
This topic is now archived and is closed to further replies.