Borderline

[x.glitter_raindrops.x]

found this song looking through some of my old school bon jovi

i dont think its about bpd, but there is definately the black and whites within it, kinda relates to me coz i know to well the feeling of love being a disease, and how i can be fine one minute and pissed off at S the next, how i get so paranoid about things within the realationship, and i realise its true and realise that none of its true its all ok.....blah blah blah not making any sense lol

but still, i found the song and its brought a new lease of life to my day.....

you call every hour, but there's nothing to say

So talk to me now, before it's too late

Oh they say it couldn't happen, but I saw your picture breathe

That fifty dollar doctor said your love is a disease

I'm alright, I'm okay

Still I don't know how, and I don't know why

But the talk turns to shout, and so we stand on the edge of goodbye

Is this the end of the beginning, or beginning of an end

Are you friend or the enemy, or enemy or the friend

I walk the borderline

Between day and the night, wrong and the right

Borderline

The voices they scream from inside of me

On the borderline

I walk the borderline

I hear talk on the streets, I hear rumors of you

The people I meet say, that the lies are all true

And I wake up in a cold sweat, find you lying fast asleep

Is my dream a reality, reality a dream

I've crossed the borderline

between day and the night, wrong and the right

Borderline

The voices they scream from inside of me

On the borderline

I walk the borderline

I walk the borderline

between day and the night, wrong and the right

Borderline

The voices they scream from inside of me

On the borderline

I walk the borderline

Yeah, yeah, yeah

[Rael]

god i havent heard that in ages. gonna have to dig out my old records too methinks. thanks for reminding me and glad it made you feel good

xxx