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Cynicism Plays Me...


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I have a track called "Powder" on myspace, for anyone interested - myspace.com/justkog

It's about my struggle to overcome cocaine addiction.

If anybody wants a CD with more tracks on, get in touch through PM and I'll send one out...

Also if anyone from bpdworld.org reads this and wants to use any of my material, they're more than welcome.

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The shadows twist

We imitate life in freeze frame

A severed wrist

In which to hold the remnants

We coil the words

Around a sentiment imagined, black and white

All the verbs

Elongate and make no sense when you're around

Co-elected thoughts

Zeros and Noughts

Our binary love...

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The heart spreads lies

That your soul can't keep

Till the media buzz words

Mean we can't walk the streets

The mouthpiece squawks

With a cynical line

Hey man, 10,000 papers

and they might just be blind...

Doesn't matter who we slander

A person's just a number

Don't you know...

As the cancer takes hold

And swallows us whole

We believe...

I walk these streets

Between the muggings and the shootings

The abductions as the paranoid flag unfurls

With pulses racing

From the dollar we're chasing

As economies drive deeper through it all

I don't have the money

So you don't have the time

For egos to deflate enough for talking

So continue to bleed

and I'll continue to need...

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Stop the severance

Stop the Lies, Stop the pain

Stop this desolate confusion

Clawing at my brain

Every time I try, Every time I fail

It's another weary coffin, just waiting for a nail...

...Sweet Fluoxetine

All this problem to solution

Left me battered in the fray

Every word a sweet delusion

To everything I made...

Every time I try, to never look back

It's another weary camel, with a straw up on her back

...Sweet Fluoxetine

Now a chemical companion, marks the sheets where she once lay

A fractured heart in isolation, the moonlight on the lake

Water fills my ears, water fills my lungs

Suffering in the silence...here I come....

Stop the severance

Stop the lies, stop the blame

Stop this fucking monument

To all that I became...

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It's time to see the lines

The marks on my skin

Are the pathways and corridors of places I have been

Blinded and paralyzed

I have walked a morning tide

To the places of beauty that grow between the light

I've been beaten and broken

Still I stand fast

I don't have to tell you this breath ain't the last

Perversions of the flesh

That sit upon my brow

I empty out the anger and let the feeling flow

I know you've seen me

Though you've never known the face

Lay down and breathe me, to the echo in this space

We live through the feeling

We share through the grain

Take down your armour, your ego has been slain...

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Seven deadly sins and eight ways to get there...

To feed this contagious demise

I'm not love, I'm not flower, I am vision of death

I am searing her wings as she flies

I am packaged erection, a futile rejection

I stand tall when she's down on her knees

Child of the flesh-wound of gaping confusion

Somebody answer me please...

Lost in the embers of last night's remorse,

I'll be glad when this fucking thing ends...

I bring you the essence of sweet resurrection

I wake you my terminal friend...

Seven deadly sins and eight ways to get there

To feed this perpetual haze

I'm encased in the face of another man's smile

I am soft like a brick to your face

I am gentle erosion, a passive emotion

I'm depressed by this crapist regime

For my human nature, is my fascist behaviour

Will somebody answer me please...

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took a listen to the track, i like it, its got a very good and raw sound to it, brings the emotion out. like the lyrics and poems too, really well written.

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