TopazBlue24 Posted April 9, 2009 Report Share Posted April 9, 2009 Hey all, I'm new to this, and even though I'm behind a computer screen I'm still really nervous and unsure as to what to say. I guess the best place to start is with a bit about myself. I'm 24 and although I've suffered from BPD for years I only got told the other day, after many misdiagnosis' inc Bipolar. I also suffer from OCD and depression. But on a lighter note, I have a dog who keeps me company and entertained when times are tough. I'm currently studying part time so I can gain entry to study a law degree. I hope this message was ok, I'm terrible at introductions lol.Hope all are well.xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
purplechick Posted April 9, 2009 Report Share Posted April 9, 2009 hi, im new too x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TopazBlue24 Posted April 9, 2009 Author Report Share Posted April 9, 2009 hi, im new too xHey how you doing?xx :D Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rael Posted April 9, 2009 Report Share Posted April 9, 2009 hi and glad you found us, everyone is really friendly and supportive and its a good place to come for understanding and advice xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TopazBlue24 Posted April 9, 2009 Author Report Share Posted April 9, 2009 hi and glad you found us, everyone is really friendly and supportive and its a good place to come for understanding and advice xxxThanks for the reply, how are you?xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dani Posted April 9, 2009 Report Share Posted April 9, 2009 hi and welcome to the site :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ocean Wolf Posted April 9, 2009 Report Share Posted April 9, 2009 :welcomeani: What kind of dog? Make yourself at home. Feel free to ask any questions you may have. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TopazBlue24 Posted April 9, 2009 Author Report Share Posted April 9, 2009 What kind of dog? Make yourself at home. Feel free to ask any questions you may have.Hey, he's a whippet/collie cross and the cutest thing ever. Please bear with me here I'm still trying to figure out how to use this site. How you doing?xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ocean Wolf Posted April 9, 2009 Report Share Posted April 9, 2009 Alright. If you need help figuring anything out, just ask. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TopazBlue24 Posted April 9, 2009 Author Report Share Posted April 9, 2009 Alright. If you need help figuring anything out, just ask.Thank you. :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
purplechick Posted April 9, 2009 Report Share Posted April 9, 2009 not doing too good today actually, i spent alot of the day crying, but then i found this site and it has given me abit of a distraction.how are you? xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AveMaria Posted April 9, 2009 Report Share Posted April 9, 2009 Welcome to the site! I have found a lot of support here, and you sound very friendly so I am sure you will get what you want from here too! Good luck and I am looking forward to your future posts, your dog sounds very cute!xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Spiralling Posted April 9, 2009 Report Share Posted April 9, 2009 Hey, welcome :rolleyes: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TopazBlue24 Posted April 9, 2009 Author Report Share Posted April 9, 2009 not doing too good today actually, i spent alot of the day crying, but then i found this site and it has given me abit of a distraction.how are you? xxI've been similar today, I had been out for coffee with friends and when it came time to come home I started crying because I couldn't face the thought of entering an empty house (excluding my dog). I dunno if it makes sense but I couldn't bear the thought of being alone. Distractions are always good, I was really pleased when I found this site. I really hope you feel better soon. xxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TopazBlue24 Posted April 9, 2009 Author Report Share Posted April 9, 2009 Welcome to the site! I have found a lot of support here, and you sound very friendly so I am sure you will get what you want from here too! Good luck and I am looking forward to your future posts, your dog sounds very cute!xxxHey, thank you for the kind welcome. I was so nervous about writing my first post, but it's been so nice having the all the welcomes. How you doing?xxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TopazBlue24 Posted April 9, 2009 Author Report Share Posted April 9, 2009 Hey, welcome Thank you for the welcome, how are you?xxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Spiralling Posted April 9, 2009 Report Share Posted April 9, 2009 Hey, welcome Thank you for the welcome, how are you?xxxxxxI'm ok ta. =) I also went out with a friend recently for the first time in a year & on my return home, I felt numb.. empty.. through sheer loneliness so I can relate. It's a normal feeling for those with similar conditions. I'm ok when I'm surrounded by friends/other people when I'm out..its just the getting out which is hard & then learning to cope with returning to an empty house. xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
quiteemma Posted April 9, 2009 Report Share Posted April 9, 2009 hi and welcome x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TopazBlue24 Posted April 10, 2009 Author Report Share Posted April 10, 2009 Hey, welcome Thank you for the welcome, how are you?xxxxxxI'm ok ta. =) I also went out with a friend recently for the first time in a year & on my return home, I felt numb.. empty.. through sheer loneliness so I can relate. It's a normal feeling for those with similar conditions. I'm ok when I'm surrounded by friends/other people when I'm out..its just the getting out which is hard & then learning to cope with returning to an empty house. xxxI know how you feel, it's like you finally get out to try and start socialising again and then on the return home there is a feeling of deflation. It's so nice to find people who understand what it's like. Well done on getting out and about. I don't know about you but my condition causes me to suffer from sever paranoia, which in turn makes it difficult to get out a lot. It's tough, especially when people don't understand.xxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
purplechick Posted April 10, 2009 Report Share Posted April 10, 2009 not doing too good today actually, i spent alot of the day crying, but then i found this site and it has given me abit of a distraction.how are you? xxI've been similar today, I had been out for coffee with friends and when it came time to come home I started crying because I couldn't face the thought of entering an empty house (excluding my dog). I dunno if it makes sense but I couldn't bear the thought of being alone. Distractions are always good, I was really pleased when I found this site. I really hope you feel better soon. xxxxxyeh i know what you mean, when i am out i dont wanna go home and be alone, but when im at home i dont wanna go out and see anyone! i just cant handle change!xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TopazBlue24 Posted April 10, 2009 Author Report Share Posted April 10, 2009 not doing too good today actually, i spent alot of the day crying, but then i found this site and it has given me abit of a distraction.how are you? xxI've been similar today, I had been out for coffee with friends and when it came time to come home I started crying because I couldn't face the thought of entering an empty house (excluding my dog). I dunno if it makes sense but I couldn't bear the thought of being alone. Distractions are always good, I was really pleased when I found this site. I really hope you feel better soon. xxxxxyeh i know what you mean, when i am out i dont wanna go home and be alone, but when im at home i dont wanna go out and see anyone! i just cant handle change!xxI'm exactly the same, I also worry about going out as I am so impulsive and have tendencies to drink and make a fool of myself. Usually to my so-called friends amusement. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AveMaria Posted April 10, 2009 Report Share Posted April 10, 2009 I am doing pretty good, just a little stressed out. Thanks for asking! xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rael Posted April 10, 2009 Report Share Posted April 10, 2009 hi and glad you found us, everyone is really friendly and supportive and its a good place to come for understanding and advice xxxThanks for the reply, how are you?xxxvery up and down but seem to have settled somewhere just below the middle this evening (might have something to do with the 4 days off work i now have )hope you are well and if you need any help there is generally someone around to answer any questions you have xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Roses Posted April 10, 2009 Report Share Posted April 10, 2009 Welcome Topaz. xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TopazBlue24 Posted April 10, 2009 Author Report Share Posted April 10, 2009 Welcome Topaz. xxxHey, thanks for the welcome. How are you?xxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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