susan Posted March 3, 2005 Report Share Posted March 3, 2005 :( saw my phychiastrist today with my CPN he kept laughing at me it made me qite anger and i felt silly they were nice to me but didnt like the fact that my G P had given me meds he had given me chlorpromazine 200mgs and valium which is quite excessive im not on them now but they helped me at the time ....im now drinking too much as a coping stragegy and cutting and taking overdoses i feel so inadequate and worthless best wishes to all susan Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyMacbeth Posted March 3, 2005 Report Share Posted March 3, 2005 Hi Susan, I am sorry you are having a bad day...you may feel as if they were maliciously laughing at you but I am sure they would not do that..I am sure they were being nice to you because you are a good person. Can you find something to do like listen to music...I am listening to music right now to lighten my mood. Its actually helping. I am here if you want to talk...Take care of yourself..okay.. LM XX Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
susan Posted March 4, 2005 Author Report Share Posted March 4, 2005 thanks for your reply Lm i realise now that they were not laughing at me ....but i was acting a little strange ... today im really feeling desperatly lonely and i feel alone and abandoned .... there is no one at the other end of the phone when i call my friend ....i will see her later but i cant wait ....i need something to happen but i realise that i have to make something happen myself to help myself .....but at times like these i find it difficult to get motivated and do anything ..... best wishes to all thanks again susan Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyMacbeth Posted March 4, 2005 Report Share Posted March 4, 2005 I am sorry you are feeling lonely right now. The feeling is horrible look forward to seeing your friend later...it may help to take an extra long time getting yourself ready while listening to upbeat music...that usually helps me kill the loneliness and time. Take care hun. LM XX Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
janey Posted March 4, 2005 Report Share Posted March 4, 2005 ((((((Susan)))))) sorry to hear you're not feeling so good today... and hope you feel better later. Thinking of you... Janey Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
phantomvic Posted March 4, 2005 Report Share Posted March 4, 2005 Hi Susan I know how you feel At points my life I have used the same coping stragies as your self Last year I took 4 overdose So I now what you feel like But one thing I can tell you are not inadequate and worthless Just at the moment you are having for problems With right help you will get better Keep fighting I also have had a bad phychiastrist But Ive got new one his great I reffuse to see the other one Lov Vic :P Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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