walker Posted June 20, 2009 Report Share Posted June 20, 2009 it seems I am wellcalmerremembering thingslooking to return to work in the autumn termstable??????this is a strange placeuncomfortable evenlaughing and letting myself laugh!!!!have not been able to talk on here, or postfelt SO detachedSO distanthave been sleeping badly, well , not badly, just very little2 or 3 sort of mad, rocking, tense daysnot sure why i am tellingyou thisit is all strange, like something has ended, - almost like i am a different personso - dont know what or why am trying to say but needed to communicateha - what nonsense that is in itselfohand a big big thankyou to a friend on here who has spent HOURS helping me fill in some forms Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dani Posted June 20, 2009 Report Share Posted June 20, 2009 thats brilliant walker!!!!!so nice to hear your positive post xxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
roxy222 Posted June 20, 2009 Report Share Posted June 20, 2009 really glad your feeling so much better. best of luck with the autum termx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shelley Posted June 20, 2009 Report Share Posted June 20, 2009 Good on ya' walker xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SwissRoll Posted June 20, 2009 Report Share Posted June 20, 2009 Nice to hear walker xxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Roses Posted June 20, 2009 Report Share Posted June 20, 2009 I'm so happy for you Walker xxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
walker Posted June 20, 2009 Author Report Share Posted June 20, 2009 thankyou Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ruth24 Posted June 20, 2009 Report Share Posted June 20, 2009 I'm so happy for you walkerI hope you enjoy school in september. i think it will be great for you xxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
walker Posted June 20, 2009 Author Report Share Posted June 20, 2009 it wont be till oct - as they want me to finish the stepps program first.they want me to have a cpn for support , too , but doubt that will happenas that shitty CC said - they will take me through stepps and thats it !!!!!!!!!!!!! - well I am NEVER seeing him again - unless its to ask him to explain why he is such a callous arsetbhi am finei dont need any helpi did it before without helpi can do it againfine fine fine Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bibiddi Posted June 20, 2009 Report Share Posted June 20, 2009 Walker, are you really fine?Or are you saying it because your CC said you wont have anything after stepps?Is saying you are fine a protection thing? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
walker Posted June 20, 2009 Author Report Share Posted June 20, 2009 hmmmseem stable, triggers aren't triggering, thoughts are thinking(although i DO think i am only on the stepps program to get my gp off their backs)all the other stuff seems to have gone - just gonesoi must be finewas a bit manic during the week, but thats gonei must be fine - nothing else i can sayty bibiddi Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bibiddi Posted June 20, 2009 Report Share Posted June 20, 2009 Walker, I am glad to hear it.I think when people get better, it happens with good days being more frequent, although relapses are common, you spend more time being well.It sounds like Stepps is helping you.It is nice to see you being well. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
walker Posted June 21, 2009 Author Report Share Posted June 21, 2009 tyyou seem such a genuinely good personty Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
canadian mike Posted June 21, 2009 Report Share Posted June 21, 2009 Hey Walker, good on ya!There may be the odd setback, but less & less as you progress. By the time you have finished the program & been back at work for a few months, I believe that you will have the confidence to determine what does & does not belong in your future & will trim off the negative aspects. Reading this post has really made my day! Best of luck in your future, it is looking very bright!Love always,Mike Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rael Posted June 21, 2009 Report Share Posted June 21, 2009 im really glad for you hun, you deserve some good times i agree that it starts with having more good times and having them can help if you do have a bad day, its good to be able to see how things can and will be again.xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
les66 Posted June 22, 2009 Report Share Posted June 22, 2009 Very Happy for you Walker, you look after yourself and take great care x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Benway Posted June 22, 2009 Report Share Posted June 22, 2009 hi walkerto hear that you have a bit of hope, and happiness in your life.....I AM MADE UP FOR YOU!!!!!So glad you are going 'out there' and doing it.you're a stronger woman than i.Bless ya, wishing you every sucess along the way,its nice that you are 'feeling different'maybe a depression has lifted? penny dropped? acceptance? whatever- im just GLAD you are HAPPY. anne marie xxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
walker Posted June 22, 2009 Author Report Share Posted June 22, 2009 ty all xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HayleyINTERRUPTED Posted June 22, 2009 Report Share Posted June 22, 2009 it seems I am wellcalmerremembering thingslooking to return to work in the autumn termstable??????this is a strange placeuncomfortable evenlaughing and letting myself laugh!!!!have not been able to talk on here, or postfelt SO detachedSO distanthave been sleeping badly, well , not badly, just very little2 or 3 sort of mad, rocking, tense daysnot sure why i am tellingyou thisit is all strange, like something has ended, - almost like i am a different personso - dont know what or why am trying to say but needed to communicateha - what nonsense that is in itselfohand a big big thankyou to a friend on here who has spent HOURS helping me fill in some formsYAY =] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jades Posted June 22, 2009 Report Share Posted June 22, 2009 walker it is so great to hear you so well i am so happy for you i love you dear xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
slimspider Posted June 22, 2009 Report Share Posted June 22, 2009 Yes thats great to hear.... and long may it continue!!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
walker Posted June 22, 2009 Author Report Share Posted June 22, 2009 it continued till 3.10 pm today Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrippleAndStarfish Posted June 22, 2009 Report Share Posted June 22, 2009 Hey Walker, sorry to hear that, but i am also really happy to hear that it has been going so brilliant for you until just now. It's bound to be tough, and with every so many steps we take upwards, we're bound to have a little stumble here and there - it's mighty uneven ground we're walking on at times, don'tcha think? I know i've certainly found that to be the case with my own experiences.Is there anything that's happened to make you not feel so good? If so, can you talk about it?Sending you safe hugs, Crip xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
walker Posted June 22, 2009 Author Report Share Posted June 22, 2009 thanks cripyeahmy CC Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ruth24 Posted June 22, 2009 Report Share Posted June 22, 2009 Walker, don't let you cc bring you down. You seemed so happy. I know this stepps thing and your cc are driving you bonkers but try and see beyond that and look at the progress you have madexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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