What I Want....

[snowman]

What I want is for it to go away,

To not torment me anymore.

To close the window and the door

So it leaves me alone for ever more.

I keep thinking its going,

That I’m on the mend,

But it comes back again,

Like an unwelcome friend.

To take me over,

And break me apart,

To rip up my psyche

And tear up my heart.

There’s light in the tunnel,

But I can’t see its end,

I don’t know if it’s far away,

Or just around the bend.

I don’t know if I’ll make it,

It seems so far to go,

I just want it to stop awhile,

I just want it all to go.

I want to be in the light,

And not in the dark any more.

I want to rest and enjoy my life,

Not fight for existence and more.

I want to be free,

For the shackles to break,

So I can take the next step,

On the journey I take

I want to see blooms in spring,

And watch birds flying up high,

I want the world to just stop.

I don’t want to wish to die.

[walker]

xxxxxxxxxxx

you will

someday soon

xxxxxxxxxxx

[Rael]

thats really emotive. just seeing the light is a good thing, even if you cant quite make out where its from its better than being totally in the dark. i like the hope and ideals at the end, really inspiring.

xxx