mememeokay Posted July 19, 2009 Report Share Posted July 19, 2009 trigger? I'm destroying my life and I'm dragging my boyfriend down with me, he's so hurt by all the s*** I put him through he can hardly take it anymore. I am so scared of abandonment I act irrationally with him. I love him. I don't want to love him. I want to be numb. I can't keep doing this to myself. Are there any meds that can stop me feeling rejection/abandonment so bad? I feel like I have such a bad person living inside me. I want to cut her out. Slash her to threads. I'm so angry with myself. I am exhausted with myself. I am so sad. I need to start getting better. Help me someone please... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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