bumblepipi Posted July 24, 2009 Report Share Posted July 24, 2009 I am desperately trying to change my language to be mindful of the words I choose. To get up and run in the morning to look forward to a new life, to plan and dream. For every negative thought I sit and challenge it.I want this change with my whole heart and still these demons come. I get these headaches my whole body hurts, yesterday I just was out of my body watching myself writing my journal and from somewhere a voice directs me, to jump out of the window and I think I cannot resist this voice , the pain in my head and body and annihilation just seems right. I don't understand these thoughts when I have put so much effort into feeling good. Bumble xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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