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Piuma I feel kinda choked up myself right now, hurting very deeply, very very triggered and been trying to get my emotions back in check all day - I had to ask my fiance to stay with me whilst I had a bath because I didn't trust myself alone today, then I just went to bed and slept so I wouldn't have to feel anything.

I hope there's a way for you to keep yourself safe too, duvet diving or something isn't such a bad idea, or finding people that can cheer you up a bit.

Thinking of you and sympathising with you. xxx

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thanks hun, ive calmed down a bit now, i think also i have just found a reason to be positive about being fat. god a first!!!!! anyway enoughs enough, im going for a nice hot shower! :) thinking of you too hun xxxx

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Well done and thinking of you, big hugs. Sike your determination up, count to Five then immediatley move to do something small. sometimes works for me anyway. I do feel like I have achieved something afterwards and that is quite satifiying even if it is just small. take care Hun, Saffron.

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I'm on 50mg of Citalopram and I find it helps me a lot

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Me too.

(((((piuma))))

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just ahd an amizingly hoooootttttt shower, i found that at some point i dissasociated and um only came to when i felt the water burning me lol, so now i look like a lobster haha anyway feel so much better.

i love being at my mums when they are away. its tidy clean, heck i even just ate dinner. i have done in that in a long time, normally just grab something shit or binge :( so 2 good things and its been nearly 8 hours since i had a fag lol

so after all that?? xxxxx

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thanks guys, was really pleased with myself this evening, and it was nice cos i made dinner for me and bro, adn sat down at a table like civalised people. lovely. not done it for so ,long, only trouble is now im hungry again lol, i dont get it, i was so full from dinner, now im hungry grrr, anyway i have no food in the house, so will have to wait till tommorow yay! :)

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hey thats great cooking and enjoying it. tomorrow is another day. Look after yourself like you would others.

wishes

Saffron

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Citalopram, is that the med called "Celexa" here in the US or am I (as usual!) confusing it with another one??

I once tried Celexa and good thing my pdoc warned me how it affects some people, it can make them "irritable" she said. "Irritable"-HAHA! Turned me just plain evil, so I stopped taking it, that was a side effect I definitely do not need! Now I take Cymbalta (Duloxetine) for depression, along with Xanax to help me relax, and Ambien to help me sleep. Without them I would probably be the biggest witch in the west lol!

I have problems forcing myself to shower too. Even to brush my teeth. :blink: Very embarrassing!

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