Suicide Is Not Painless

[Data]

I ask you not to take another pill

Because I knew it would make you ill

And don't have another drink

Instead, rethink

Constant dilemna about what to say

Everything analysed for triggers some way

Its difficult to know what you can give

To someone who says they don't want to live

Frantic calls to the cops

Pulling out all the stops

Crying in bed not knowing what to do

A wife who was jealous of you

Who are you to make me to go bed

Thoughts in my head

Fallling asleep wondering why

And wondering if you managed to die

I could have just walked away

But if you succeeded that day

I would always know I put myself first

So in a way I would come off worst

I know you had nothing to gain

Except relief from emotional pain

The trouble is my friend

You hurt others in the end

[Shelley]

(((((meme)))))

That's very expressive and very 'on topic' for today.

Anna xxx

[kelpy]

meme this is brilliant,

i'm glad i read it,

brought me back to reality,made me realise that if i'd done what i was planning today,

my pain would be gone but i would pass it on to the loved ones i'd leave behind,

thanx mate.

hope yr ok.

kel xx

[Crystalfairy]

Meme,

Thank you

for your expressions and a reality check.

Hope you are ok

Cryst

[Data]

(((kelpy)))

I've had a bad morning but I think my mood is starting to lift. I have my self-help group this evening at the hospital, where I can talk about things to people who will listen and not judge.

I think friendships with other BPD sufferers have a bad side (see above). However, they have a good side as well... the other person is able to understand where I am coming from more than non-sufferers. You gotta take the rough with the smooth.

[Roses]

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((meme))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

[gothicangel]

beautiful xx

[piuma]

thanks meme xx

[Silverwolf]

This is really well written meme,

thanks for sharing

[mek]

That was very nice meme

Thanks for posting and sharing :wub:

[Marchmadness]

Meme -

Wow, wow , wow -

Wonderful way of expressing yourself, and hopefully others will see

that putting into words how they feel is an effective means of

communications. Hope the person you are talking about in the poem

sits up and listens to it, I mean not just hear it but really listens.

March

[thesloaneranger]

thats beautiful meme, and means alot to me seeing as im recovering now from a failed attempt. the people i hurt through my actions were the very ones i wanted to protect, so all i can say is suicide definately isint painless. *hugs*

[Paris]

I am sorry meme but truly grateful for your support last night. thanks again x