SilverRaven Posted August 15, 2009 Report Share Posted August 15, 2009 This room is yellow With pictures of children And books And memories But it is not Where I long to be I dream Of Cobblestone streets The smell of salt air And the commotion That comes with large catches The complete exchange Of there two worlds Ride upon my bravery My tenacity Required for that first step And I have come to find That I am terrified To give the unknown Chance to breathe In lieu of the familiar Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
piuma Posted August 15, 2009 Report Share Posted August 15, 2009 sounds lovely this place you long to be. can i come with you. thanks for shring. i wisked away with it. i like poetry that can create images in my head xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SilverRaven Posted August 15, 2009 Author Report Share Posted August 15, 2009 Ode To the Too Good Woman She hides her life Behind a smiling face Yet inside Something is missing The force within her Urging her to live and create To do and to be Hiding as self-sacrifice And one day she will have a blowout Like a tire ridden too long Suddenly she will leave and everyone will wonder 'How did this happen? Why when her life was perfect Did she go? It comes as a shock to every man Yet every woman knows Why she left To Zimbabwe to help the starving Or to Ireland to dance among ruins Yes, women know You cannot stay locked inside too long Something will give It always does And when it finally does Women leave families, husbands and lives They have helped in starting Because she was too good for too long Neglecting herself Her very soul For the too good woman Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SilverRaven Posted August 15, 2009 Author Report Share Posted August 15, 2009 sounds lovely this place you long to be. can i come with you. thanks for shring. i wisked away with it. i like poetry that can create images in my head xx it seems that almost all of my writing is like that because and maybe it's a BPD thing but I can't see pictures in my head so I try to create them. I have a great imagination but what you see as a picture, I see as words. like the color red. if I close my eyes I can't see red but words like hot, lava and whatnot go through my brain. dunno if that makes sense or not. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
piuma Posted August 15, 2009 Report Share Posted August 15, 2009 i think i do. your second poem almost made me cry. for to very different reasons. i hope you dont mind me saying what they are. 1. the second verse, made my stomach churn, it was like reading how i felt went i wanted to die. although i do understand this poem isnt about suicide, it just seemed to pull strings. 2. my mum went through some difficult things last year, kind of a mid life crisis, and she felt like she wanted to split from my step dad, i imagine her thinking about these thoughts. she was always hinting about running away. im glad she didnt. it would have broken me. thankyou for sharing. you evoked a little sadness in me, i try to avoid sadness, dont know why, but i think i shouldnt, anyway rambling again lol. i think it was really good :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SilverRaven Posted August 15, 2009 Author Report Share Posted August 15, 2009 *hugs* I didn't find my book yet but I remembered I had a really old myspace so after I logged into that one, I saw I have a few poems from it on there. I'm still looking tho. :( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SilverRaven Posted August 15, 2009 Author Report Share Posted August 15, 2009 I feel like rotted wood Somehow I betrayed All I hold dear For longing of the unknown I placed Self Above the Whole And I deserve punishment Of being eaten alive Rendered useless By my own guilt Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shelley Posted August 15, 2009 Report Share Posted August 15, 2009 Ode To the Too Good Woman She hides her life Behind a smiling face Yet inside Something is missing The force within her Urging her to live and create To do and to be Hiding as self-sacrifice And one day she will have a blowout Like a tire ridden too long Suddenly she will leave and everyone will wonder 'How did this happen? Why when her life was perfect Did she go? It comes as a shock to every man Yet every woman knows Why she left To Zimbabwe to help the starving Or to Ireland to dance among ruins Yes, women know You cannot stay locked inside too long Something will give It always does And when it finally does Women leave families, husbands and lives They have helped in starting Because she was too good for too long Neglecting herself Her very soul For the too good woman Brilliant, the first verse and third verse espesially...touched a raw nerve, made my eye's weep, can relate, and it's like your describing me exactly. I left my first husband and kid's due to alcoholism and depression. Eats at me every day. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SilverRaven Posted August 15, 2009 Author Report Share Posted August 15, 2009 Last Gasp I'm drowning in the sea Someone keeps pulling me down And I realize I'm going to die Because I can't catch my breath I am dragged down by the entirety Of this life I have created And soon my lungs will burst If I don't disentangle myself from it I wish now more than ever For a lifeguard who sees the plight I'm in To swim and save me The beach is empty here There is nobody but me Me and the crazy old woman of the sea Who knows better than I About what I I need She's killing me and with good reason I just don't want to accept her Or what she knows must be done I fight and I'm still fighting When it would be far less painful To accept her embrace Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SilverRaven Posted August 15, 2009 Author Report Share Posted August 15, 2009 when people tell me what they think of what I write, be it good or bad, I don't mind. you see, I write how I feel and I know not everyone is going to 'get it' but when someone does and they tell me they do, I feel so less alone. I'll never write the great american novel and I'll never be famous but if just one person can read this stuff and think to themselves that..I am not alone...then I feel like it's okay that it won't or that I won't. because they understand. they get it. so to you guys I wanna hug you all and tell you that yeah, I've been there and I know. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Roses Posted August 15, 2009 Report Share Posted August 15, 2009 Like the verse. xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gavin Posted August 16, 2009 Report Share Posted August 16, 2009 Dear silverRavin Writing application of a life lived privately, Is like putting a stethoscope to your heart And listening to the fluxions, that document Your day, that tear you asunder where friction Prevails, in which pharmacy guidelines still make you thump violent . feels like a pack saddle for the troubles of the world, with all that payload volume, a musketeer with ball-cartridges of pain; Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
walker Posted August 16, 2009 Report Share Posted August 16, 2009 silverRaven Ode - exactly Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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