Elke Posted September 9, 2009 Report Share Posted September 9, 2009 I didnt know where to put this, so I write about it here. For two months now I have been making plans to move to Turkey. I have found an apartment. I have found contact with German people there that would help me with things getting started there. The only thing is lately I have become extremely ambivalent again about doing this. I am torn back and forth and cannot decide : should I go or should I stay? One of my main reasons for wanting to leave was that I realize I have nothing to lose here anyway. And I just love that country. But I have been having my doubts again, mainly because I am starting to think negatively in general. I know I have a lot of support from people on this step. Everyone thinks it is a fantastic idea. But my negative thinking is getting in the way. The "what if´s" and doubts whether I really will feel happy down there and so on. I have to make a decision or this constant this torn back and forth is going to exhausting and drain me. What is also draining me is this constant crisis with family I wrote about in my other post. Elke Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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