Ruth24 Posted September 29, 2009 Report Share Posted September 29, 2009 Basically as the title says. First appointment at ED clinic to decide if they can help me. Think they will fob me off and pass the buck to personality disorder clinic and say it is self harm. Personality clinic isn't as good as it sounds. its basically the theraputic community and stop n think programme. No CBT or 1-1 therapy. Bloody hell, need help to eat. need help to understand why i don't eat, cos i don't get it! ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Wiah me luck. gonna need it xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ruth24 Posted September 29, 2009 Author Report Share Posted September 29, 2009 Gotta leave now or i will miss my bus-subconsciously maybe thats what i want Anyway, will update later. If i leave with pamphlets and no help i will be devastated xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Data Posted September 29, 2009 Report Share Posted September 29, 2009 I will be devastated if you don't get help either. Fingers crossed! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Villan Posted September 29, 2009 Report Share Posted September 29, 2009 i know u have left and wont read this til u get back but that wont stop my bestest wishes and goodest luck winging its way over to you as yuo travel to the ED clinic... let us know how u get on hun.... (((((((((((((((((ruthie)))))))))))))))))))) xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
anastasia Posted September 29, 2009 Report Share Posted September 29, 2009 good luck! let us know how it goes Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Roses Posted September 29, 2009 Report Share Posted September 29, 2009 Good luck dear Ruthie. Speak to you later when you get back xxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
walker Posted September 29, 2009 Report Share Posted September 29, 2009 thinking of you xxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
x-Bliss-x Posted September 29, 2009 Report Share Posted September 29, 2009 Good luck. You deserve help, especially as you've taken such a big step to arrange this in the first place xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
anastasia Posted September 29, 2009 Report Share Posted September 29, 2009 how did it go? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ruth24 Posted September 29, 2009 Author Report Share Posted September 29, 2009 aww thanks for the messages guys Still don't know if i will get help for it or not, but she has arranged another appointment for 2 weeks time. She needs to discuss me at a meeting where they will decide if it will just be added to my current care plan and basically be ignored or if i will get CBT for it. She was pleased that i am determined to change my eating behaviour so that helped. I said it would help if i knew why i did it! My CPN told her it was self harm but i said i disagreed with that. It has been going on for so many years i can't remember. It was never a conscious decision. I just lost my appetite. It may be subconscious self harm, who knows. may never know. She said she will tell me my diagnosis next time i see her too, the one that will go on my records. because in the past i have binged and vommited it may not be simply anorexia as my doctor said. I'm just glad its over and done with now. Then again i have to go back in two weeks for another hour of gruelling interrogation. she wants to know about my physical health problems and how lack of food affects that. blimey! Where do i start! lol Laugh or cry. I choose laughter Crying causes wrinkles! Will probably have a good cry later though. good for the soul as they say. Thanks so much for your support xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Roses Posted September 29, 2009 Report Share Posted September 29, 2009 I'm glad that you got something positive out of it Ruthie and that you are going back in a couple of weeks. A good cry is cleansing. We are all here for you xxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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