Songs For Chitma

[Sammy]

http://www.youtube.com/user/ninofficial?blend=1&ob=4#p/u/14/dhh21crSohs

This is a nine inch nails song, pretty sad mood, but damn good song, hope you like it xxx

Anyone else who thinks chitma might like a song please feel free to add.

lyrics to this song:

i hurt myself today

to see if i still feel

i focus on the pain

the only thing that's real

the needle tears a hole

the old familiar sting

try to kill it all away

but i remember everything

what have i become?

my sweetest friend

everyone i know

goes away in the end

you could have it all

my empire of dirt

i will let you down

i will make you hurt

i wear my crown of shit

on my liar's chair

full of broken thoughts

i cannot repair

beneath the stain of time

the feeling disappears

you are someone else

i am still right here

what have i become?

my sweetest friend

everyone i know

goes away in the end

you could have it all

my empire of dirt

i will let you down

i will make you hurt

if i could start again

a million miles away

i would keep myself

i would find a way

[Villan]

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy - thanks sammy

jus to explain... ima boring in my music... was talkin in chat las night and Sammy was banging out all these artists i have never heard of... i was u-tubin them and likin what i heard...

so she has started a campaign to get me up to date and educate me!!!!!

so basically - bring it on!!!

jus have to wait til i get home cos i dont have sound at work

xxx

[Roses]

Francis Dunnery, Too Much Saturn

I always believed that if I ran off to India

Wore sandals and shaved my head

And used Body shop conditioner, and incense like crazy

I could call myself a spirit head

But I only went to India to look on top

I wore sandals cause I’d smoked all my money

And I shaved off all my hair cause I had the fleas

I’d been sleeping all over

And the Body shop conditioner was a present from a friend

And the incense used to hide the smell

Of the drug den that I lay in

And so I ask myself what my motives are

For this lying need to look so free

And if I tell myself real honestly

What more can I admit to, open up a door

He said I’m gonna find out what I’m here for

He said I’d find out soon

I got too much Saturn and not enough Moon

I always believed that if I never missed a Yoga class

Read my horoscope in the dailies

And recycle bottles, and know a Red Indian

I could call myself a spirit man

But I was only doing Yoga cause I fancied the teacher

And stars cause it looked good on paper

And I only went to church cause my granny gave me money

When confession was over

And I only knew the Indian cause his brother’s a dealer

And bottles had a price on their return

So I could go and play, Oh my my

And so I ask myself what my motives are

For this lying need to look so free

And if I tell myself real honestly

What more can I admit to, open up a door

He said I’m gonna find out what I’m here for

He said I’d find out soon

I got too much Saturn and not enough Moon

So now that you know why I don’t love you

And now that you see that I’m so scared

Am I a good man ?

Am I a deep deep man ?

What more can I admit to, open up a door

He said I’m gonna find out what I’m here for

He said I’d find out soon

I got too much Saturn

How can I admit it, open up a door

He said I’m gonna find out what I’m here for

He said I’d find out soon

I got too much Saturn and not enough Moon

[Roses]

Btw Francis Dunnery was the lead singer of 80's band 'It bites' and we have seen him solo now on so many occasions and on one occasion he grabbed me, gave me a massive bear hug and a smacker on the cheek and told me to look after myself. his lyrics are insightful and spiritual and he has about 8 solo albums now. He is an ex-alcoholic and an inspiration. He owns a spiritual retreat in America somewhere and has a website Aquarian nation.com or something like that.

[saffron]

I love this by the Foo FIghters: Times like these. I find it really inspirational because it is about letting go of things that are not important and in the past and focusing on what is important and that is love and friendship. Dave Grohl, lead singer, wrote this as a final letting go and realization after the death of Kirk Cobain, of Nirvana, of who Dave Grohl was the guitarist. Dave Grolh is also producing a new album with a super grou called Them Crooked Vultures. You can find them on facebook and probably youtube.

anyway: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WG294M_kYWM

Saffron

[Villan]

wow...

home now

what an eclectic mix u have given me...

Sammy - i love the words to this one, song went a lil slow for the mood ima in (currently quite chipper) - but i KNOW that if i was in the right mood i would LOVE the track too... will store it for later

Roses - oooo that wasn't what i expected from you - but i love it... I am old enough to remember "it bites" and the voice was familiar... also i found the acoustic version (is that the only one dunno) but i like "one man and his guitar stuff) yuo ever heard of andy white...? www.andywhite.com sorry cant find examples on you tube but you can find some audio clips on his website (street scenes from my heart) - i also met him when he played in portsmouth and he was real nice and signed me an album and asked inteligently what i enjoyed bout the gig... as did Tom Robinson (who he was supporting) - seen and met him loads too and he also writes a load of neat stuff (not jus glad to be gay !)

Saffron - um...er... already love Foo Fighters - got echo silence patience and grace and also greatest hits... so kinda already love it... but thanks for the reminder...

Score 3 from 3 so far - aren't I easy to please !!!!!

:) :wub:

[Roses]

I think Play.com are gonna love you now Chit!!!! All these albums to buy. xxxxx

[Villan]

i already have 3 on order !!!!

my play.com order history spans 7 pages - 152 things since aug 04...

should have bought shares in em!

:)

[Roses]

Well, here is another Frankie one, off the same album as before - Tall Blonde Helicopter. This is track 14, Grateful & Thankful.

If we're grateful and we're thankful then we're spiritual

If we're hiding, we're denying all the love inside

So don't let your spirit die

Lay down your arms and we'll walk together

Into the light

I cannot find the words to be all forgiving

It's gonna take some time

Cos the old disease it got a hold of me

And I need to apologize

And It's a myth to say we block things out

When we really block things in

Oh I'm so sorry baby

but I'm doing everything I can

If we're grateful and we're thankful then we're spiritual

If we're hiding, we're denying all the love inside

So don't let your spirit die

Lay down your arms and we'll walk together

Into the light

I cannot get to sleep 'cos I feel so angry

It's gonna take a while

cos the old disease put a resentment in me

And the inability to smile

and it's a joke to think I'm hurting you

when I'm really hurting me

I've been beating myself for so long now

That it comes so naturally

And if we're grateful and we're thankful then we're spiritual,

if we're hiding, we're denying all the love inside

So don't let your spirit die

Lay down your arms and we'll walk together

Into the light

(Bridge)

Love is the only thing that can set a soul free

fighting everybody don't do anything for me

love is the only thing

I need it, I feel it, I hope that we're gonna be

grateful for each other

grateful for each other

oooohhhhh yeaaaaahhhhh

Now I feel grateful, I feel thankful, I feel spiritual

I'm not hiding, or denying all my love for you

It's the feeling of being alive

Take hold my heart

and we'll walk forever

Into the light, and we will stay together

[Ulrica]

Well, I don't know you very well Chi but here are two songs by an artist that I just adore (amazing voice and lyrics AND gorgeous to boot )... "Fun" fact, she is also bi-polar and I think you can see that reflected in her wonderfully strong, fun and inventive lyrics.

Enjoy!

"Opheliac" - Emillie Autumn (from the album Opheliac)

Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bAm0Xe2bTS4

I'm your Opheliac

I've been so disillusioned

I know you'd take me back

But still I feign confusion

I couldn't be your friend

My world was too unstable

You might have seen the end

But you were never able

To keep me breathing

As the water rises up again

Before I slip away

You know the games I play and the words I say when I want my own way

You know the lies I tell when you've gone through hell and I say I can't stay

You know how hard it can be to keep believing in me

When everything and everyone becomes my enemy

And when there's nothing more you can do I'm gonna blame it on you

It's not the way I wanna be

I only know that in the end you will see it's the Opheliac in me...

It's the Opheliac in me...

I'm your Opheliac

My stalkings prove my virtue

I'm open to attack

But I don't want to hurt you (hurt you)

Whether I swim or sink

That's no concern of yours now

How could you possibly think

You had the power to know how to keep me breathing as the water rises up again

Before I slip away

You know the games I play and the words I say when I want my own way

You know the lies I tell when you've gone through hell and I say I can't stay

You know how hard it can be to keep believing in me

When everything and everyone becomes my enemy

And when there's nothing more you can do I'm gonna blame it on you

It's not the way I wanna be

I only hope that in the end you will see it's the Opheliac in me...

It's the Opheliac in me

Studies show intelligent girls are more depressed

Because they know

That the world can lie

I don't think for a bit they sit around and think every things gonna be alright

They know who: sides, shadows; shapes, a devil, an angel; no in-between

She speaks in third person so that she can forget that she's me

Doubt thou the stars on fire

Doubt thou the sun doth move

Doubt truth to be a liar

But never doubt

Doubt thou the stars on fire

Doubt thou the sun doth move

Doubt truth to be a liar

But never doubt

Doubt thou the stars on fire

Doubt thou the sun doth move

Doubt truth to be a liar

But never doubt

I love

You know the games I play and the words I say when I want my own way

You know the lies I tell when you've gone through hell and I say I cant stay

You know how hard it can be to keep believing in me

When everything and everyone becomes my enemy

And when there's nothing more you can do I'm gonna blame it on you

It's not the way I wanna be

I only hope that in the end you will see

But never doubt

You know the games I play and the words I say when I want my own way

You know the lies I tell when you've gone through hell and I say I can't stay

You know how hard it can be to keep believing in me

When everything and everyone becomes my enemy

And when there's nothing more you can do I'm gonna blame it on you

It's not the way I wanna be

I only hope that in the end you will see

"Swallow" - Emillie Autumn

Link:

I will swallow

If it will help my sea level go down

But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown

I will swallow

If it will help my sea level go down

But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown

I'll tell the truth: all of my songs

Are pretty much the fucking same

I'm not a faerie but I need

More than this life so I became

This creature representing more to you

Than just another girl

And if I had a chance to change my mind

I wouldn't for the world

Twenty years

Sinking slowly

Can I trust you

But I don't want to

I will swallow

If it will help my sea level go down

But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown

I will swallow

If it will help my sea level go down

I'll take a deep deep breath

But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown

I don't want to be a legend

Oh well that's a god damned lie - I do

To say I do this for the people

I admit is hardly true

You tell me everything's all right

As though it's something you've been through

You think this torment is romantic

Well it's not except to you

Twenty years

Sinking slowly

Can I trust you

But I don't want to

I will swallow

If it will help my sea level go down

But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown

I will swallow

If it will help my sea level go down

I'll take a deep deep breath

But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown

Low tide and high tea

The oysters are waiting for me

If I'm not there on time

I'll send my emissary

If I photoshop you

Out of every picture I could

Go quietly quiet

But would that do any good

Will it hurt? No it won't

Then what am I so afraid of

Filthy Victorians

They made me what I'm made of

The brighter the light

The darker the shadow

I don't need a minder

I've made up my mind

Go away

Twenty years

Sinking slowly

Can I trust you

But I don't want to

I will swallow

If it will help my sea level go down

But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown

I will swallow

If it will help my sea level go down

I'll take a deep deep breath

But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown

- Ulrica

[Villan]

oooo ima off to have a listen!!!!

thanks Roses (couldnt find it on play - but will track it down!) and Ulrica, dont matter if u dont know me... anything is great to have a mooch at !!!

feedback in a bit... :)

ps - i hope other ppls are lookin at these things too - it's not all for me - if anyone else likes the stuff that is posted here - please feel free to comment also

K xxx

[saffron]

Hi CHitma

yay another Foo Fan woop woop

you must listen to them crooked vultures then Find them on you tube.

take care

Saffron :lol:

[Ulrica]

Indeed Chi, I just have some issues with "disturbing" people's conversations. Damn BPD crap I do hope you like her, she's a bit peculiar though, so if you don't like her, well, not everyone can like everything and I'm somewhat known for my peculiar taste in music :D

[saffron]

Sffron