canadianbumble Posted November 20, 2009 Report Share Posted November 20, 2009 Am on Lorazepam, but far from me being chilled I have already thrown a chair across the room in A CHILDISH TANTRUM. i AM so humiliated by myself. Alcohol people rang and H answered the phone so now he knows about that too. I'm so upset nothing I do goes right such pent up feeling of frustration everyone is avaoiding me like the plague. I have images of plunging a knife into my stomach and have already cut superficialyy. I'm dying foer a drink it must be four days now. I want to get out into the car and drive into the nearest tree but know I am the shop woman hear to servica all your needs had extra clonazepam to calm down but I just cant I'm seriously holding on by the thought a customer may come through and then I must behave . Fuck it all I don't know what to do with myself.xb Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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