anastasia Posted November 24, 2009 Report Share Posted November 24, 2009 i told my psych this yesterday i am not ready for therapy i am not ready to open up the stuff they say i am supressing and i dont want to feel i'm just not ready Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Missmadmaddy Posted November 24, 2009 Report Share Posted November 24, 2009 It's so hard, to open up to a person sitting there, judging you, writing stuff down. Very intimidating, makes me want to shut off too, which is why i dont go to therapy even though i really need it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
snowman Posted November 24, 2009 Report Share Posted November 24, 2009 I felt the same way but things got so critical in my life I kinda had to give it a go. For me its a hard slog - I trust no one and share very little, but, very slowly and patiently, on behalf of the therapist, I am able to discuss things abit more and it is useful to have some greater insight into my issues. It has taken ages, though. And it is not easy at all. Could you not try it for a bit??? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sanctuary Posted December 26, 2009 Report Share Posted December 26, 2009 So before you go spouting off about someone else's shit with therapy - check yourself first Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
anastasia Posted December 26, 2009 Author Report Share Posted December 26, 2009 think you'll find i never made any comments about whether you should stya in therapy or not and at the end of it all, i'm not going to therapy cos i know i wnt acheive much from it the way i am right now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sanctuary Posted December 26, 2009 Report Share Posted December 26, 2009 thats the most self aware thing youve ever said... well done... perhaps you do have some insight after all... just not enough to empathise because you're clearly still in massive denial. good luck. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
anastasia Posted December 26, 2009 Author Report Share Posted December 26, 2009 you know what sanctuary, i realise a lot more than you lot give me credit for! you're right, i'm not very good at empathising with people. if you;ve read some of my more recent posts you would have seen this already and i've even said it (sorry i'm about to swear here). i know i've got problems that i have to address but i'm not ready to address them cos i'm not stable. i need to be stable before i can think about addressing the bpd cos the bipolar is the biggest issue for me right now. after all, i've made it to this age with bpd so a few more months / years won't matter. but that doesn't mean you can beat me up just because i said something that you got upset over. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sanctuary Posted December 26, 2009 Report Share Posted December 26, 2009 DONT TAKE IT PERSONAL.... you just coined the phrase that was probably drifting somewhere in someone's mouth about to say it to me. Think yourself lucky there are people here who have me with my same wrath... only I have to say I think you've handled it prett fucking marvellously. Thanks fr that. I mean that.. for what its worth! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
anastasia Posted December 26, 2009 Author Report Share Posted December 26, 2009 too late for that. dont give a fuck about anything or anyone Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sanctuary Posted December 26, 2009 Report Share Posted December 26, 2009 Don;t believe the 'hype' about BPD.... Believing I wass manipulative and attention seeking and all that crap was invalidating and doesnt reflect the truth. Square up the bastard things you think you've done and you'll find you had very valid fucking reasons.... x x x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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