claudine Posted March 25, 2005 Report Share Posted March 25, 2005 will this go on forever? nothing holds my interest anymore can't even watch mindless telly, haven't for months day off, don't even play music memory is fucked friends have stopped asking where I've been, just gave up I want to get rid of all my stuff, it's just in the way, junk. was motivated only at work, now that's all fucked up don't want anymore Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Katherine Posted March 25, 2005 Report Share Posted March 25, 2005 ((((((((Claudine)))))))))) Are you on any meds? Did anything happen to trigger this, even months ago??? what happened to work? you sound depressed, but, no, it won't go on forever, promise.... lotsa love, karie Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tracey Posted March 25, 2005 Report Share Posted March 25, 2005 ((((((((((Claudine)))))))))) wont ever give up on you hun here for you if you need to talk Traceyxxx :wub: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Beat Posted March 25, 2005 Report Share Posted March 25, 2005 i was where you were a few weeks ago, totally underwhelmed by everything. i was so sad, but now i have the exact opposite. i am so overwhelmed by things i can't breathe. i would say don't do anything rash like get rid of your stuff but you may regret it later. it will pass though, it always does in my experience. peace beat xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Alexa Posted March 25, 2005 Report Share Posted March 25, 2005 (((((((((((((((Claudine)))))))))))))))) Will go then come back then go again then prolly come back again etc etc but it's worth all the hard times in the end xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pinklady66 Posted March 25, 2005 Report Share Posted March 25, 2005 :wub: Claudine :wub: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
claudine Posted March 26, 2005 Author Report Share Posted March 26, 2005 not worth it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyMacbeth Posted March 26, 2005 Report Share Posted March 26, 2005 (((((((((((You most certainly are Claudine))))))))))) Here fo you hun, Em Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frog Posted March 26, 2005 Report Share Posted March 26, 2005 Hey hun, It will get better I work with this guy he was abused when he was young. hes now in his 50's and hes living a good life it comes back occasionally but hes doing so well, there is hope hun. But for know we got you!!!! Love n hugs sweets Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tracey Posted March 26, 2005 Report Share Posted March 26, 2005 ((((((((((((Claudine)))))))))))))) You ARE so worth it hun here for you Traceyxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Robin Posted March 26, 2005 Report Share Posted March 26, 2005 When I had my breakdown 5 years ago I lost the ability to enjoy so much that I previously took for granted in life. Such as reading, walking, working, watching tv and especially films, I got rid of all my stuff, gave it to the charity shops, didn't replace my old bed when i got rid of it and slept on the floor and lost contact with the few friends I had. Many didn't want to know me or put effort into understanding why I was having problems and I wanted to be alone anyway. 5 years on with meds and therapy things have improved alot, I bought a bed last year and read a few books, I still cant watch tv for some reason and I still have problems, i admit that, but overall things are getting better. It does take a while, but if you focus and trust your doctors the healing process does begin. Take care hun, hope to read more of your posts. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
claudine Posted March 27, 2005 Author Report Share Posted March 27, 2005 it's all false more shit more meds pretend everythings ok it's never ok just at times tolerable Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jane Posted March 27, 2005 Report Share Posted March 27, 2005 its not false c, you are real and worth so much, please take care, here for you anytime janexxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
claudine Posted March 27, 2005 Author Report Share Posted March 27, 2005 sorry thank you been struggling i'll be ok Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Katherine Posted March 27, 2005 Report Share Posted March 27, 2005 you don't have to pretend. I know both feeling it and showing it and also pretending are painful and difficult...but in the end showing your real feelings, how you really feel, is healing its not shut in then. hang onto the tolerable time.... hugs, karie Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
claudine Posted March 27, 2005 Author Report Share Posted March 27, 2005 thx guess it's passed, again. ****sigh**** upped my meds most of the time i'm just kinda even, flat or a little down. work thing blind sided me but over the past couple of days, i just told people the crap they've put me through and the potential impact it may have and that, whatever came before, i can change, things can get better, but a piece of shit is still a piece of shit. Nasty selfish people are the ones who will end up alone. just hard to wade through the bullshit sometimes. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Katherine Posted March 27, 2005 Report Share Posted March 27, 2005 ((((((Claudine)))))) ...and upping meds is ickey...been there.... karie Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyMacbeth Posted March 27, 2005 Report Share Posted March 27, 2005 (((((((((Claudine here for you babe))))))))))))) Em :wub: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lauren Posted March 27, 2005 Report Share Posted March 27, 2005 (((((Claudine))))) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
claudine Posted March 27, 2005 Author Report Share Posted March 27, 2005 thx maybe, just maybe tomorrow something will be better Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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