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[piuma]

Its been a while my beloved friend,

I seem to have lost my path

I stayed away for a while my friend

my life just seemed to hard.

I have to go soon and its hurting my heart

the thought of never having that start

the one where dreams and wishes came true

passes me by now, there is no way through

deathening sounds blackened days

screaming voices eyes that prey

and then ...............silence

[Dani]

(((puima)))

[quiteemma]

(((((((((((((((((pie)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

[Pink stars]

((((((Piuma)))))) xxxxxxxx

[emmie18]

(((( Hugs Piuma))))

xxxx

[Benway]

aww ((((pi))) sorry youre sad,

wish i could help you with happy glitter dust, but happy seems to be in short supply with me too lately.

i widh i knew more to say, to advise, i dont know, hate knowing you're upset.

love and light xxxx zen

[piuma]

fankyou hunny, i wish you were happier to, its my own fault this time truly is, didnt listen to docs, and now im being stubborn, so i really dont r=deserve sympathy, just hard to make those obssesive suicidal crap go away xx

[emmie18]

Hi Piuma,

I have ignored my doctors advice in the past, sometimes it came back and bit me on the arse and other times my choice was totally justified. I think you have to listen to your gut instinct.

I know how hard it is to make the suicidal shit go away, its hard, but you know you have everyone here

Take Care

Emmie xx

[piuma]

ty

long sigh, wipes away tears.................

downs vodka.....etc

[emmie18]

ty

long sigh, wipes away tears.................

downs vodka.....etc

If you want to talk i am always here, or mostly.

You have helped and cared for me in the past, so i am always around

Take care

Emmie x

[piuma]

ty emmie means alot, im a bit better today, life huh xxxx