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Dani

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'Its like someone pressed a button and i'm stuck on repeat...

its like i live the same song over again with the same old beat.

I struggle to find a melody when all i hear is my heart,

i get to the end of my song then i am skipped back to the start.

my life is a song playing over again...

i talk the same lyrics as before...i go through the same pain.

i am stuck on repeat ..my ears deaf to the world outside...

just lock me away...just let me hide.

i can't live in a world without love...so let me be,

let me hide from everyone and those precious to me.

i can hear in the distance a song i love to play..

so i try and make my way to it but the sound just fades away.

i try to make the music that is my life a beautiful sound...

but i am stuck on repeat without him around.'

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Wow this is so powerful Dani. Amazing. I hope your life find an album so it can have a mixture of songs and not just the same one. Hopefully happy songs.

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i am def stuck on repeat

this is so true dani

i found a letter i wrote to a friend/counsellor about the mess in my head

in 1995

15 years ago

could have written it today

could have written it every day

it breaks my heart

xxxxxxxxxx dani

(i now have norah jones - Humble me - on repeat - she can come with me)

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walker...i love norah jones!i hope your able to move forward.

thanks shadow:-) i do write happy songs?poems but rarley!lol.

ty emmie:-)

i am gonna post some more later cos ive written loads recently.

xx

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didnt wanna start another thread so i'll post it here.

'I can't explain myself and there is no excuse...

i get crazy sometimes..id say sorry but whats the use.

i know who i am and i always want better...

but i hurt you and i know it so please accept this letter.

I try to be the person everyone wants me to be...

i forget deep inside that what matters is i am me.

i thought as i was broken you wouldnt give me any time...

so i tried to keep you in the dark and told you i was fine.

i was falling apart waiting for you to put me together...

so i pushed you far away and i'll regret that day forever.'

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didnt wanna start another thread so i'll post it here.

'I can't explain myself and there is no excuse...

i get crazy sometimes..id say sorry but whats the use.

i know who i am and i always want better...

but i hurt you and i know it so please accept this letter.

I try to be the person everyone wants me to be...

i forget deep inside that what matters is i am me.

i thought as i was broken you wouldnt give me any time...

so i tried to keep you in the dark and told you i was fine.

i was falling apart waiting for you to put me together...

so i pushed you far away and i'll regret that day forever.'

Hi dani,

Really understand how you feel in this one. Written amazingly.

Emmie xx

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So understand what you mean by this. I don't talk about what is going on and push people away cos I am worried if they knew what was going on the would leave me first.

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