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To Let U In....


Dani

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'To let you in would mean to open this door...

the one that i locked long ago not to be opened anymore.

to let u in would mean you see who i am..

messy and so complicated...so i don't think i can.

i hid my heart high up on a shelf...

told myself i wouldn't trust no-one else.

i found that around you my walls just dissapeared..

i was left with no barriers surrounding me to sheild me from my fears.

i don't even know why i was so affraid...

to let u break down this room that i'd already made.

an instant reaction to anyone getting close,

a fear of u actually knowing me better than most.

i always needed time on my own...

yet with you i would sit watching the phone.

i just didnt recognise myself at the time...

i saw letting you in as the end of a line.

its not love..not hate or emotion...

its not needing...wanting or devotion.

for me to be scared was to scary to feel...

to have let u in would have made all of this too real.'

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