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BPDlkeme

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Hi guys,No need to read this, Im just expressing, Im so fucked up in myself, I am playing my music at a high level at this time of night and I dont give a flyin f**k! betrayal is the very antithesis of friendship and loyalty and thats what I feel...betrayed!Someone survived this because I lived to higher principles, and would not tell what a bastard he was! yet he was willing to play low and dirty. God I wanted to say things but I just couldnt

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:trigger: :trigger:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fpo9lb6TGgk

Somehow this comforts me, I dont know how. I know its crap, but there you go!

regds, BPDlkeme

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This is better:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P39LrdIiusc

used to listen to this when I was in college, used to get up early in the morning and walk around the town listening to this on my walkman!

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I tend to gravitate towareds music when I'm upset and if the lyrics seem to fit. I think that's what music is for! Especially since it seems your not the only one who felt like that. The song writer obviously felt like that too. And for me it expresses what I'm going through when I can't find the words to say it myself.

WP

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Noew this is my spirit fighting back, and saying f**k them!:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x3GjRQlqELE

fuck them and it! they are going to have to push f**kin harder than that to break me!

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LMAO thought they was gonna actually be REALLY offfesive like lotsa swearing.

fuck them and it! they are going to have to push f**kin harder than that to break me!

Thats the spirit!

Everytime they try to clock you, tick more than they tock!

Love it!

Main thing is I didnt SH!

Well done, im proud of u dudey.

xxx

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Give me some type of music to listen to, that I dont seem so mad, anybody, and wont be totally alienated from this madder than mad site (P.S. mods are great!) :lol:

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jinxsta, ya mad f**ker, r u with me? :bum:

ah u are making me PROPER LOL... yeah im with ya!!!

listen to this;

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VX_Slxh0s0o

and

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=09MH0hrK-Ag

xxx

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Fuckin love that song jinxsta reminds me of this one, its called oh Lisdoonvarna!which is a wee village down the countryside in Ireland, but a f**kin mad place in the summer if you ever visit! they'll drink u under the table!

here for lisddonvarna...

Are ya sure there isnt just a bit of Irish blood in ya?, go on, go on, go on!

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Fuckin love that song jinxsta reminds me of this one, its called oh Lisdoonvarna!which is a wee village down the countryside in Ireland, but a f**kin mad place in the summer if you ever visit! they'll drink u under the table!

here for lisddonvarna...

Are ya sure there isnt just a bit of Irish blood in ya?, go on, go on, go on!

Sounds like my type of place!

and yup there is im a decendant of irish travellers, my great grandparents were the first to settle.

xxx

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F**kin burgers is burning away, ya'd think I was in McDonalds, but anyway, who gives a f**k!, and for my next piece of S**t(are you still reading this, I told you get a life! this is only for sloooooooooooow people!) here goes aneway!now this will reveal all your ages...if you know this.

click if you are totally pathetic...I'm serious!

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Jinxsta, I have bookmarked that 'cunt of a day' f**kin wonderful shit, you are invited by royal appointment to my next birthday party, where you have to sing a song, but only if you are pissed!not allowed otherwise! :bottom:

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F**kin burgers is burning away, ya'd think I was in McDonalds, but anyway, who gives a f**k!, and for my next piece of S**t(are you still reading this, I told you get a life! this is only for sloooooooooooow people!) here goes aneway!now this will reveal all your ages...if you know this.

click if you are totally pathetic...I'm serious!

Talking of mcdonalds...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VuXWDayatNs

Yeah im still reading... no i dont have a life, im sloooooooow....and i must be old!

xxx

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OK, right now I have two heads, and speak a foreign language which nobody here understands, thats cool!

Well here's the tom jones version of Islands in the stream I spoke earlier about!

Up Wales!

Tom Jones we love you!...well at least wales does!

Have you ever seen the "hitchhikers guide to the galaxy" not the movie, the series. That's what this post reminded me of when you said two heads.

I'm understanding pretty well. Music speaks a lot to me, especially when I'm down and out. Thanks for sharing these.

WP

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