Big Decisions

[Truelove89]

So today I finally admitted to my husband that after all my dependency on him, I still hadn't learnt to live independently as an adult and know myself in my own right. I don't know myself in any right, in relation to anyone or anything, so knowing myself by myself would be a good place to start. This means significant time spent living apart from my partner trying to learn to live independently as any young adult should, but also to be in an environment where I can somehow manage to learn about myself. The only problem is that I am terrified of being on my own, without anyone I can depend on to the extent that I depend on my husband. I am, quite frankly, scared shitless. Thank fuck it won't be happening until at least 2012 when I'm finished my degree.