lewchocolate Posted October 23, 2010 Report Share Posted October 23, 2010 I can't cope anymore, went to the walk in centre, saw the crisis team and now I have had to overdose on co-codamol just to stop the flashbacks. I can't go on like this anymore... I need a pill that will make me go to sleep right a way without having to deal with being hurt feeling like its happening again and again and again every night. I want to take those memories and fucking throw them away forever. How do I do that? I hate that little boy who was abused because if he did not exist then neither would I. why did my parents let him do that to me? Was I so bad that I deserve to be repeated abused for all those years until my fucking granddad died. I am glad he is dead so much but he still is punishing me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AmyP Posted October 23, 2010 Report Share Posted October 23, 2010 (((((lew))))) so sorry your feelin bad hunnie. Is there anyone you can call, samaritans? xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Saharah Blue Posted October 24, 2010 Report Share Posted October 24, 2010 (((Lew))) My hearts go out to you, I know how painful SA is to cope with, please keep yourself safe, you are welcome to PM if you would feel comfortable. Sah Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lewchocolate Posted October 25, 2010 Author Report Share Posted October 25, 2010 Thank you *hugs* I just needed to get it off my chest, feeling better now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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