manja Posted December 16, 2010 Report Share Posted December 16, 2010 not sure what to do, but really don't know if i can keep feeling this way.... don't see the point in keep struggling... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Grace7 Posted December 16, 2010 Report Share Posted December 16, 2010 not sure what to do, but really don't know if i can keep feeling this way.... don't see the point in keep struggling... Hi, this is my first time on this site and the way your feeling right now is exactly how I'm feeling. I find it much easier to talk to a stranger as I haven't really got anyone close to me I can speak to. Can I ask why your feeling this way? Hope you write back. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
unlucky Posted December 16, 2010 Report Share Posted December 16, 2010 Same here. But I have to think of my husband. I wish I didn't. <3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heffalump Posted December 16, 2010 Report Share Posted December 16, 2010 <3<3<3 Oh lovelies what up? Love to you all! You can beat this - the whole brain turning against itself is completely messed up and wrong on so many levels. We have to believe that we go through this for a reason - the pain you are going through means that you have more compassion and understanding in your little fingure then those who have never experenced it... At least thats what i tell myself :/ blah - this has to get better - we can do it Here for anyone that wants to talk/chat/rant etc xxxxxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
donnam Posted December 16, 2010 Report Share Posted December 16, 2010 can so relate right now, can u distract from the feelings? anything that keeps ur mind occupied for a little while? cad Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manja Posted December 16, 2010 Author Report Share Posted December 16, 2010 thanks guys. at work now, just got to make it through another while till i can get home to bed again (yay!), but will post more later if i can x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manja Posted December 16, 2010 Author Report Share Posted December 16, 2010 i am so exhausted and can't face every day like this. don't see the point to anything anymore. thank you for letting me know i'm not the only one x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heffalump Posted December 16, 2010 Report Share Posted December 16, 2010 Have you talked to anyone about it? Or chatted to your doctor? Really hope things start to look up - keep fighting though my lovely - even though i know it seems pointless: one day - we will be glad we did! Much love xxxxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manja Posted December 17, 2010 Author Report Share Posted December 17, 2010 Have you talked to anyone about it? Or chatted to your doctor? Really hope things start to look up - keep fighting though my lovely - even though i know it seems pointless: one day - we will be glad we did! Much love xxxxxxxxxxxx yes thanks hun. in regular contact with gp, and very much so my cpn. changed my medication on monday, so will wait and see when that kicks in if it's any better x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heffalump Posted December 17, 2010 Report Share Posted December 17, 2010 Aw sweety - really hope the new meds make things a bit easier! If you ever want to chat I'm right here Hugs xxxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lonelyheartemma Posted December 17, 2010 Report Share Posted December 17, 2010 ((((((manja)))))I hope the new meds help you sometimes i just have to take it 1 hour at a time or 1 minute at a time and just keep going like that, find happy distracting things to do, maybe something you really love or maybe something totally new. please don't give up you can keep going xxxx and welcome to the forum Grace im sorry your feeling bad too Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manja Posted December 18, 2010 Author Report Share Posted December 18, 2010 thanks for all of your support been feeling a little better since yesterday evening. have been living in a pig sty for weeks, would be ashamed to describe how bad it was. bedroom was so bad that i'd been making up the sofa bed, but finally tidied up the bedroom enough to sleep in my bed last night, which was progress. went out and got my hair done this morning, and gonna try tidying up a bit more, and get some more done. before yesterday i only had the energy to curl up, and couldn't face any of it, but i guess this is progress... :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heffalump Posted December 18, 2010 Report Share Posted December 18, 2010 YAY! Weldone! thats amazing progress; hope you are extremely proud of yourself So glad you are feeling better today my lovely love and cuddles xxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lonelyheartemma Posted December 18, 2010 Report Share Posted December 18, 2010 its really big progress thats amazing what youve managed to do, youve done so much, you should be proud of that i hope tomorow is a good day too xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manja Posted December 19, 2010 Author Report Share Posted December 19, 2010 thanks it feels so stupid though being so pleased about something so simple x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lonelyheartemma Posted December 19, 2010 Report Share Posted December 19, 2010 don't feel stupid, sometimes the most simple things in life are the most pleasurable and sometimes the simple things can be the biggest achievements that take the most courage and i'm sure your bedroom wasnt as bad as mine Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manja Posted December 19, 2010 Author Report Share Posted December 19, 2010 still need to tacklet it as was just able to clear enough to get into the bed, and don't even start me on the state of the rest of the flat lol... :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heffalump Posted December 19, 2010 Report Share Posted December 19, 2010 No, it is amazing progress! Please dont feel stupid; there is nothing simple about facing your own brain when it has turned against itself! Huge triumph my love - well done xxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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