Banana_Face Posted January 20, 2011 Report Share Posted January 20, 2011 Why not start our own post secret? Its just a way of expressin your thoughts or feeling through a quote! It could even be one worded ones. I will start it with my quote I like. I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manja Posted January 21, 2011 Report Share Posted January 21, 2011 i thought i loved my friend's boyfriend who i cheated with for several months, but although i know i did care about him a lot, i'm starting to think i mainly used him to make me feel good. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Banana_Face Posted January 22, 2011 Author Report Share Posted January 22, 2011 The worst feeling ever is not knowing whether you should wait or give up.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manja Posted January 22, 2011 Report Share Posted January 22, 2011 i already feel like i really don't fit in with my family so i wanna do anything to protect them from finding out about my mental health problems... they would think i'm even more of a freak. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
yasontheborder Posted January 23, 2011 Report Share Posted January 23, 2011 I can't live my life the way I want to because I'm too busy trying to be what other people want me to be Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
piuma Posted January 23, 2011 Report Share Posted January 23, 2011 learnt over the years keep smiling, dont draw attention to yourself, be innocent, and they wont hurt you..... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manja Posted January 23, 2011 Report Share Posted January 23, 2011 is really sorry that she started dealing with her depression, cos it's only got harder as time goes on. they said it will get harder before it gets better, but nobody told her it would be this bloody hard. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
will1968 Posted January 23, 2011 Report Share Posted January 23, 2011 Why not start our own post secret? Its just a way of expressin your thoughts or feeling through a quote! It could even be one worded ones. I will start it with my quote I like. I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside thats so tue thanks for sharing it x ive finally realised i will never fit in but i fit in with me, the smiles are seldom but when they do come they are real but im trying to look after myself in hope that i will heal. fingers crossed xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
toaster Posted January 23, 2011 Report Share Posted January 23, 2011 put on a hard face to the world so people dont really know how much u yearn to be loved and looked after - because u know what u really want can never happen Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manja Posted January 23, 2011 Report Share Posted January 23, 2011 i realise that one of the main reasons she can still function enough to do a good job, and wants to do her job, is because when i do it well, i get praise, respect and appreciation... and work is the only place i'm going to get this.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
will1968 Posted January 23, 2011 Report Share Posted January 23, 2011 put on a hard face to the world so people dont really know how much u yearn to be loved and looked after - because u know what u really want can never happen but at least you know who you really are you sound like a very special person and someone will realise it yearning to be loved but real love only please, good luck and stay strong most people really aint worth the worry take care x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
snowman Posted January 23, 2011 Report Share Posted January 23, 2011 "It is important to expect nothing, to take every experience, including the negative ones, as merely steps on the path, and to proceed." — Ram Dass Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
will1968 Posted January 23, 2011 Report Share Posted January 23, 2011 I can't live my life the way I want to because I'm too busy trying to be what other people want me to be hello just be yourself and it will take a special person like you to see you as the special person you are dont give up x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DJJK Posted January 23, 2011 Report Share Posted January 23, 2011 "I'm bound by a list of restraints beyond my own control, but because of my condition I have allowed myself to be controlled and manipulated into this situation. The love has died and grown anew elsewhere, but the path to that place will be long, arduous and a journey of self-destruction, recreation and intense introspection...is it better to be the bastard who stayed, or the good man who died of hypothermia in the field?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
toaster Posted January 23, 2011 Report Share Posted January 23, 2011 ty...but what i want most is a mum that will love me and look after me and for me to be a little girl again and have the life that little girls should, with their hair being brushed, being told they are pretty, someone who loves that little girl just because they are alive....and that is impossible. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maize Posted January 23, 2011 Report Share Posted January 23, 2011 I feel your pain and wish that many times too. But we've got today and we can make our own way, no matter. I give the little girl presents and that helps her feel better some. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ruth24 Posted January 23, 2011 Report Share Posted January 23, 2011 I am the dark dirty secret that the family doesn't talk about. Ingrid musn't tell My whole life was lies and secrets. Trust no one, beieve no one...you're all alone, nobody will listen or believe a child. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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