AmyP Posted April 12, 2011 Report Share Posted April 12, 2011 Ive decided to stop eating. I want some control back in my life. All i do is eat and its taking over my life. I need control. Ive stoppped taking my anti psychotic as im sure thats what is stopping me losing weight. I want to be thin and beautiful. To be able to wear shorts and dresses. I cant take being fat anymore i just cant take it. Its been years since i felt thin and beautiful. The control i had was amazing. I just want that back again :crying_anim: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bellaboo Posted April 12, 2011 Report Share Posted April 12, 2011 I do too. But you have love yourself being thin doesnt mean it will fix all your problems. Im sure ypu are beautifull inside and out. I know that doesnt help and i feel the same but take care. Being healthy mind and body is best xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
toaster Posted April 12, 2011 Report Share Posted April 12, 2011 ((((((((dorydoo)))))))) totally can relate... can you talk to your doctor about different meds? seroquel are notorious for weight gain and my doctor was concerned about putting me on them because of that - it just feeds (sorry, no pun intended...) the ED...just my doctors opinion though toasty-pants xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AmyP Posted April 12, 2011 Author Report Share Posted April 12, 2011 The one im on isnt meant to have any weight gain involved, yet i gained over half a stone. I dont trust meds anymore. I just want to focus i had back xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
toaster Posted April 13, 2011 Report Share Posted April 13, 2011 sorry i read your original post as you taking seroquel, sorry about that :blink: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
flygirl38 Posted April 13, 2011 Report Share Posted April 13, 2011 (((Pandora)))) I hope you get that control you seek.....I am looking for mine as well Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AmyP Posted April 13, 2011 Author Report Share Posted April 13, 2011 No worries toastypants xx Thank you for understanding helpless xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Roses Posted April 13, 2011 Report Share Posted April 13, 2011 ((((((Pandorica)))))) I understand this all too well. Take care hun, and perhaps as Toastie one saud, go see doc to see if they can help in anyway with meds adjustments. xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AmyP Posted April 13, 2011 Author Report Share Posted April 13, 2011 Thanks for the advice roses, i think il talk to my cc about it and see what she says xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AmyP Posted April 13, 2011 Author Report Share Posted April 13, 2011 sorry bellaboo missed your post up there. thank you for being understanding hun xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Roses Posted April 13, 2011 Report Share Posted April 13, 2011 Let me know how you get on hun. PM me if you feel more comfortable there x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
unlucky Posted April 13, 2011 Report Share Posted April 13, 2011 ((((Pandora)))) I'm 7 stone heavier than I was when I met my husband 5 year ago. And I just hate myself. I wish I could do the same as you, but I just don't think I can. And bellaboo is right, being thin doesn't make it all go away, doesn't make you happy, I know it seems like the answer, the only answer, but it's not. Wish I knew what was though. <3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AmyP Posted April 13, 2011 Author Report Share Posted April 13, 2011 Hey unlucky. I know your right hun, no matter hwo thin i get i wont be happpy, but i just know i will be happier than i am now xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrippleAndStarfish Posted April 13, 2011 Report Share Posted April 13, 2011 I've left you a little message on msn hun, so when you sign in you should get it. I'm really sorry, feel really fucking stupid. I'm so sorry you're feeling like this. *hugs* xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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