Fuck-My-Life Posted June 4, 2011 Report Share Posted June 4, 2011 I wasnt sure where to place this, but as it is weight related, thought it would be better here. I was 10st, and am 5ft6. I am now down to around 9st and the weight is still falling.. At 15, I nearly developed anoxeria. My weight plummeted, and the guidance teachers at school wanted me sit in front of them at lunchtime and eat my packed lunch. Weight has never been an issue for me, up until recent events (bar that time). So I have probably lost weight due to alot of manual work on placement, stress and skipping meals/eating loads of fruit and low cal stuff, but I actually am now getting a kick out of it.. I used to be horrified when I saw how boney I was in a pic that was taken... my arms were so thin, you could snap them in half. Now, I keep thinking, I want to get that thin again.. out of punishment for everything thats happened to me recently. I have just been eating fruit for lunch, or WeightWatchers meals. Really do hate myself.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wonderful Posted June 6, 2011 Report Share Posted June 6, 2011 It doesn't sound like you have an eating disorder, so please start eating more healthily, if you've always been slim then that's just your build, and if the weight is falling off for not so much a good reason have your thyroid checked. You really don't want an ED because it will destroy everything, trust someone who knows. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ally41 Posted June 11, 2011 Report Share Posted June 11, 2011 I use food, or lack of, to comfort myself, punish myself and i can binge eat in the same way that others binge drink, i can also starve myself. the worse i feel, the less i eat, if i really hate myself then food is not allowed. anyone can be temporarily too busy to eat but they usually sort it out once they realise it and if you have a healthy relationship with hunger and food then you will too, 9st is not too thin. If you use food like i do or feel you want to control exactly what you eat and when you eat it regardless of when you're hungry, you could have an eating disorder or the risk of developing one. I have never been too thin, I am usually overweight in fact, but I do suffer with massive food control issues and can gain or lose a stone in as little as a week- 10 days. If you are worried, it does no harm to have a chat with your doctor, good luck. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
badman Posted June 11, 2011 Report Share Posted June 11, 2011 So I have probably lost weight due to alot of manual work on placement, stress and skipping meals/eating loads of fruit and low cal stuff, but I actually am now getting a kick out of it.. Checked out your BMI (body mass index ) and you aren't over or under weight. You have contradicted yourself saying you get a kick out of it. To me in fairness this reads like one little girl showing off about her weight loss and that is not a nice thing to do when you admit you don't have an eating disorder but know that some folk reading this do suffer with this type of illness. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Aquata Posted June 11, 2011 Report Share Posted June 11, 2011 9stone is about average,I should be about between 9 and 10 stone myself so i wouldn't worry.sounds like you are being a little dramatic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LittleLady_Te Posted June 14, 2011 Report Share Posted June 14, 2011 It's frightening when you've had that brush with your weight in the past but you've identified that you haven't got a problem currently yourself. Eating healthily with fruit and watching weight isn't a sin, or if it is we're all guilty - it's also okay to feel good about loosing weight. However just keep a check on yourself - remember if you've lost a bit recently your perfectly entitled to nice big meal now and again. Just keep positive and don't worry too much over it (: xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lily-Bee Posted July 4, 2011 Report Share Posted July 4, 2011 People please be mindful of what you post here,calling someone dramatic or a little girl borders on personal attack and is not allowed. I wonder if you do have a problem hun,getting a kick out of it can be a sign its becoming an obsession. Lily Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
toaster Posted July 4, 2011 Report Share Posted July 4, 2011 fml, have u considered that u DO have an ed? a disorder is the thinking, remember take care toast Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rufusmoo Posted November 4, 2011 Report Share Posted November 4, 2011 Hey there FML, Be really damn careful mate, these thoughts and feelings are just the start of EDs and I know because mine crept up on me and engulfed me before I knew it. You mentioned punishing yourself- EDs can be a bit like self harm really. It's good that you've been eating healthily-keep going with this! I'm 5foot 6 and also weigh 9 stone! My thoughts go out to you Rufusmoo x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bellaboo Posted November 5, 2011 Report Share Posted November 5, 2011 I think some of the things written on here are really mean and dangerous to say.... Eds are not always about weight ive been anorexic and way under weight but ive also been bulumic and at a normal weight but that felt like the worst time the ed had control over me. Its a thinking disordered thinking and it can start from anywere. I wish you well and hope you can change your mineset and look after yourself so not to fall into dangerous patterns that could lead you down a slippery rd. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
autism-bpd Posted November 6, 2011 Report Share Posted November 6, 2011 your at my height and 9 stone is healthy weight for our height , just thought u should unfornately im now 13 stone 12 according nurse practioner notes so i need to loose alot still. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DJJK Posted November 6, 2011 Report Share Posted November 6, 2011 I agree that it's something to have an awareness of - at the moment it may not be a major problem, but small things like this can quickly spiral if you don't talk to people about it. I think you did the right thing in bringing it to the forum, at the very least... Take care you. Kx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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