michael walker Posted November 8, 2011 Report Share Posted November 8, 2011 I CUT MYSELF AGAIN LAST NIGHT I cut myself again last night the thoughts took control of my head i cut myself again last night when i couldnt sleep or rest in my bed i cut myself again last night i think its because i cant cry i cut myself again last night i had the urge to die i cut myself again last night i feel bad , afraid and alone i cut myself again last night had a crisis of my own i cut myself again last night the blood runs down my arm i cut myself again last night i feel bad when i self harm i didnt cut myself last night a feel a bit better today i didnt cut myself last night i hope i stay this way i didnt cut myself last night i have thrown my blades there gone i didnt cut myself last night but how do i keep strong i didnt cut myself last night the suicidal thoughts are gone i didnt cut myself last night but today im feeling numb i didnt cut myself last night but my blades i want them back i didnt cut myself last night but the urge it is back i want to cut myself today my mood is very low i want to cut myself today how much longer can i go i still want to cut myself today i want my life over , DEAD i still want to cut myself today but i decided to get help instead for those who want to cut today reach out pick up the phone for those who want to cut today remember you are not alone michael Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DaisyChain Posted November 8, 2011 Report Share Posted November 8, 2011 Thankyou x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sea.of.sorrow Posted November 9, 2011 Report Share Posted November 9, 2011 i really like this Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
michael walker Posted November 10, 2011 Author Report Share Posted November 10, 2011 thank you daisychain and sea.of.sorrow , yes i even surprised myself as i have not really written anything down before but unfortunately i slipped up a couple of weeks ago after 15 years of not cutting , i have been having constant thoughts over the last couple of weeks and have made quite a mess of my arm , so now whenever i get an urge i have started writing all of my thoughts down on paper , they say that the pen is mightier than the sword ( blade in my case ) and for me it is working i havent cut for a week now , not very long i know but it is a start maybe this time i can beat my 15 years we can only wait and see thanks again michael Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
emmie18 Posted November 23, 2011 Report Share Posted November 23, 2011 Hi Michael, I found this really inspiring, so thank you. I've been quite tough on myself the last few weeks and that last verse was quite emotional. And well done for not continuing after not for a week, don't let it get you down, because we all have slip ups, it's just how quickly we can sort them out. Take Care Emmie x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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