Dani Posted December 27, 2011 Report Share Posted December 27, 2011 To let you in would mean to open this door... the one that i locked long ago not to be opened anymore. to let u in would mean you see who i am.. messy and so complicated...so i don't think i can. i hid my heart high up on a shelf... told myself i wouldn't trust no-one else. i found that around you my walls just dissapeared.. i was left with no barriers surrounding me to sheild me from my fears. i don't even know why i was so affraid... to let u break down this room that i'd already made. an instant reaction to anyone getting close, a fear of u actually knowing me better than most. i always needed time on my own... yet with you i would sit watching the phone. i just didnt recognise myself at the time... i saw letting you in as the end of a line. its not love..not hate or emotion... its not needing...wanting or devotion. for me to be scared was to scary to feel... to have let u in would have made all of this too real.' Oldish poem,stil stands tho Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catsmother21 Posted December 27, 2011 Report Share Posted December 27, 2011 I can relate to this a lot ((Daisy)) xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dani Posted December 27, 2011 Author Report Share Posted December 27, 2011 Thank u cats xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Apollo 13 Posted December 28, 2011 Report Share Posted December 28, 2011 Beautiful observational poem.....the truth is far more heartfelt, real and raw...........you only get what you give is what I have been told?? Txx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carlylight1 Posted December 28, 2011 Report Share Posted December 28, 2011 wow. beautifully expressed and what it says is so powerful (((daisy))) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dani Posted December 28, 2011 Author Report Share Posted December 28, 2011 Thank you guys. Lettin someone in is so hard,what's harder is when u finally do they jst trample all over Ur feelings xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carlylight1 Posted December 28, 2011 Report Share Posted December 28, 2011 ((((daisy)))) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dani Posted December 28, 2011 Author Report Share Posted December 28, 2011 Thanks hun:) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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