lou99 Posted March 7, 2012 Report Share Posted March 7, 2012 dear lou, i am still here u know. U pretend to be "recovered" but i am still here. U can subdue me with pills but u will never get rid of me. I look at u in the mirror and all i see is fat. U make me sick. The food u eat when u pretend to be normal makes me wanna vomit. I have lost control. For now. But i still hate u & one day u will pay. What a fucking stupid idea to go on the pill. U will gain weight your boobs will get huge & i can't deal with that & neither can the little ones i will cut them we don't want them we need to look little not like a grown up they can't be trusted. Sorry lou but i am trying to protect u too. ANA Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bena.baby Posted March 7, 2012 Report Share Posted March 7, 2012 ((lou)) I hope that voice fades away for you one day. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lily-Bee Posted March 7, 2012 Report Share Posted March 7, 2012 ANA has her reasons for wanting you to starve herself but theyre not healthy reasons,theyre not in your best interest. You are the boss here. Its hard isnt those thoughts hunting you? Youre doing great! It takes time to get to a point where those thoughts lose their power. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
imdebbiem Posted March 7, 2012 Report Share Posted March 7, 2012 I hope you can fight ana away and not allow it to take control of you. (hugs) xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Barebones Posted March 9, 2012 Report Share Posted March 9, 2012 Hope u keep fighting that part of u hun, your worth more than letting that one take over xxx huggles Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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