lou99 Posted March 13, 2012 Report Share Posted March 13, 2012 why oh why oh why do i watch it it just triggers the f**k out of me seeing all the skinny people i get jealous i want to be that small again i know the point is that they r unhealthy but i loved looking like that sometimes i hate recovery Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dancinglights Posted March 13, 2012 Report Share Posted March 13, 2012 Sweetheart I'm watching it too and even though the skinny person looks ill I still find myself looking down at my body and sighing. It isn't healthy she doesn't look nice she looks ill. Gypsy weddings on next hope that lifts your mood! :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lou99 Posted March 14, 2012 Author Report Share Posted March 14, 2012 lol no i watched masterchef!!!!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Barebones Posted March 14, 2012 Report Share Posted March 14, 2012 god i know how u both feel. yeah masterchef is way better than gypsy wedding lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dancinglights Posted March 14, 2012 Report Share Posted March 14, 2012 :lol: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MeMyself&I Posted March 14, 2012 Report Share Posted March 14, 2012 Deliberatlly did not watch it last night. I usually do. Wish I could not mind being big again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lou99 Posted March 14, 2012 Author Report Share Posted March 14, 2012 hard isn't it, i get triggered by skinny 11-yr olds. but i know i am healthy now, my hair has grown back, i can exercise & play with the kids, i can eat out with my friends, i can have stuff like chocloate & cake sometimes, my life doesn't revolve purely around food, i am likely to have had my organ damage & osteopoenic state reversed, ....... but ana is still here, & i still wanna throw up when i look in the mirror & see my size...overall i am def happier than when i was really anorexic tho... just the DID, anxiety, depression, PTSD & panic disorder left to work on now lol the anorexia masked a lot of shit :worried_anim: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dancinglights Posted March 14, 2012 Report Share Posted March 14, 2012 Sweetheart I bet you look beautiful and it is good to have time now to work on other problems. MemyselfandI, again I bet you look beautiful, healthy is beautiful. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MeMyself&I Posted March 16, 2012 Report Share Posted March 16, 2012 lou, you have a lot to deal with. As do I. Hang in there. Huge hugs, Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lou99 Posted March 20, 2012 Author Report Share Posted March 20, 2012 duuuurgh brain watching it again but it doesn't seem so bad when it's blokes for some reason....i guess cos i can't compare bodies. and he doesn't eat breakfast which everyone knows u need to kickstart your metabolism or u don't burn off any cals til u eat... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dancinglights Posted March 20, 2012 Report Share Posted March 20, 2012 Watched it and agree feel different when it is men. Wouldn't want either of their diets. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MeMyself&I Posted March 25, 2012 Report Share Posted March 25, 2012 I have been eating breakfast for six months after twenty years of not eating breakfast. I have now cut it out again, I just don't feel right. I get hungry when I eat breakfast, but not when I don't, regardless of what I eat. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lou99 Posted March 26, 2012 Author Report Share Posted March 26, 2012 u get hungry cos your metabolism is higher so u r burning cals off. if u don't eat breakfast u stay in starvation mode that your body goes into over night. also means your brain isn't working properly so u won't be able to concentrate or make good decisions Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rufusmoo Posted March 27, 2012 Report Share Posted March 27, 2012 Oh I know EXACTLY what you mean! There was a girl on there who weighed 7 stone so that's my new weight goal. Stupid programme x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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