b0bulat0r Posted March 23, 2012 Report Share Posted March 23, 2012 I can't function at the moment, its like every little thing is too much for me to handle, I went home ill Wednesday after being sick, think I had a bug, was off yesterday too, Came back to work today but i'm not doing very much, I am finding it difficult to do really simple things. A friend of mine I haven't seen in quite a while has sent me an invite to go out with them tomorrow night and I don't want to, As it turns out i've just been reminded i'm supposed to be taking a bunch of people to the cinema tomorrow evening anyway so I actually now have an excuse but before I was reminded of that I couldn't even be motivated to come up with an excuse I was going to just ignore the invite! (how rude!!!), I now also feel like I really CBA to go to the cinema even though thats like stupidly easy (requires no effort at all) it still seems like hassle and aggravation to me, I am taking 3-4 days to reply to e-mails or personal messages (Sorry by the way if I have been slow getting back to you), I read messages and think Oh I need to reply to them and yet I just cant bring myself to make the effort and actually do it, even for things that actually benefit for me for example, I have a friend of mine who is doing a piece of artwork for me and she sent me the sketch and asked if I wanted to change anything before she did the full linework, it took me over a week to reply to her, I wanted to do it because obviously its for me, and its something I want and she's waiting for my feedback but I just couldn't do it, its like every time I went to press reply I got the reply e-mail come up and i'd just sit looking at it for 15 minutes before going, ooh screw it i'll do it a little later and everything with me seems to be a little later, a little later, and just takes forever to get done, I have no motivation or willpower to do anything (even things I know deep down I want to do, or really need to). I've read several posts on here that I've really wanted to provide input to but have scrubbed messages I started writing several times as I couldn't finish them.. I don't know why but I'm just not able to engage with anything. I just feel like i want to sleep and throw a duvet over my face and be left alone by everything, even stuff I "want" to do normally I just don't want to have to deal with. Why am I shutting down? why are small simple things such a huge task for me right now, why has it taken me over 40 minutes to even type this. :( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JasmineRose Posted March 23, 2012 Report Share Posted March 23, 2012 The bugs that are going around are kind of fluey. I know with mine, it totally had me laid low. I still have very little energy. Add depression on top, and yeah. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carlylight1 Posted March 23, 2012 Report Share Posted March 23, 2012 (((rob))) no advice but sending some hugs. i think the constant stress is wearing you down, i get like that then go into 'switch-off' mode. its rubbish. x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
abee.abee1991 Posted March 23, 2012 Report Share Posted March 23, 2012 I agree with Vivien, the stress of everything is wearing you down. Take one day at a time and take it at your pace if you can. Sending you hugs x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lonelyheartemma Posted March 23, 2012 Report Share Posted March 23, 2012 (((((((Rob))))))) dont worry. we know you care. take care of yourself you are important I feell like that too xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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