Eagleheart Posted August 12, 2012 Report Share Posted August 12, 2012 Nothing more to say. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AmyP Posted August 12, 2012 Report Share Posted August 12, 2012 (((eagleheart))) so sorry xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
natfredricks Posted August 12, 2012 Report Share Posted August 12, 2012 I am very sorry Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jenny1471 Posted August 12, 2012 Report Share Posted August 12, 2012 I'm sorry for your loss x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tray Posted August 12, 2012 Report Share Posted August 12, 2012 so sorry for your loss x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
skp67 Posted August 12, 2012 Report Share Posted August 12, 2012 Deepest thoughts are with you xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pickle59 Posted August 12, 2012 Report Share Posted August 12, 2012 (((EagleHeart))) I'm so sorry and my thoughts and feelings are right with you xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Data Posted August 12, 2012 Report Share Posted August 12, 2012 I am sorry for your loss, Eagleheart. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maddison Posted August 12, 2012 Report Share Posted August 12, 2012 Sorry hunni. Can you say any more about what happened? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Benway Posted August 12, 2012 Report Share Posted August 12, 2012 Hi Eagleheart, I am sorry for your loss. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Crystalfairy Posted August 12, 2012 Report Share Posted August 12, 2012 I am so sorry for your loss. I will light a candle for you. You are in my thoughts. Crystal XX Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rufusmoo Posted August 12, 2012 Report Share Posted August 12, 2012 Eagle heart this is truly devastating news. I hope you have support around you and together you can all find strength. Much love Rufusmoo Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tan19 Posted August 12, 2012 Report Share Posted August 12, 2012 I am so so sorry eagleheart So sorry Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fanta Posted August 12, 2012 Report Share Posted August 12, 2012 Eagleheart, I am very sorry as you know my mum recently died, If you want to talk then please message me.xxx ((((hugs)))) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jades Posted August 12, 2012 Report Share Posted August 12, 2012 i'm really so so sorry biggest hugs and cuddles to u xxxxxx hope ur safe i know this has to have u in bits! please stay safe ur a lovely person and i know this is extremely hard but we all really care about u soooo much! xxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Silverwolf Posted August 12, 2012 Report Share Posted August 12, 2012 Sorry for your loss (((Eagleheart)))) x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eagleheart Posted August 12, 2012 Author Report Share Posted August 12, 2012 Visited her yesterday but in the end,she died all alone,with no family around her.Fuck me,the guilt,it's twisting my guts. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Christine001 Posted August 12, 2012 Report Share Posted August 12, 2012 oh eagleheart I am so so sorry, its good you got to visist her xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eagleheart Posted August 12, 2012 Author Report Share Posted August 12, 2012 Thanks hun. Been hit by a wave of exhaustion. It's over.I feel a guilty sense of relief. I was a shit daughter for the last year of her life.x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eagleheart Posted August 13, 2012 Author Report Share Posted August 13, 2012 Spent the day piling mum's life into bin bags.Exhausted and sick to my stomach with anxiety.Death is clinging to me.I feel so lonely.Her absence was a looming entity and i think she's haunting me.I am terrified to have ANY thoughts about her.She will hear them and then i will be punished Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maddison Posted August 13, 2012 Report Share Posted August 13, 2012 Hunni she isn't here any more and she won't know your thoughts. So final and you left hurt and tired, rest up a while if you can. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catsmother21 Posted August 14, 2012 Report Share Posted August 14, 2012 ((((Eagleheart)))) I am so sorry for your loss xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Insideoutgirl Posted August 14, 2012 Report Share Posted August 14, 2012 Thoughts with you at this painful time.xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
imdebbiem Posted August 14, 2012 Report Share Posted August 14, 2012 (((eagleheart))) Sending you my deepest sympathies at this time xxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eagleheart Posted August 17, 2012 Author Report Share Posted August 17, 2012 Funeral not til next Thurs. I have experienced mild grief,but now,i am emotionally dead,as far as mother's death goes. The fizzing ball of rage that has bubbled away in my gut for all those years has disappeared.I no longer hate her.I just feel nothing.The thought of having to act grief stricken at the funeral sends me into panic.As heartless as this sounds,i just want to get it done so i can start to live my life,free of the weight of her.Yes,i'm a cruel bitch.But most of you don't understand what i've been through.There are reasons why i am so cold hearted. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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