Freshest Poem....

[Jinxsta]

As I stand

I stand confused in a foggy haze, not even a pitying stranger meets my gaze

Black cloud, thoroughly depressed, been chipped away at, spirit oppressed

In a world of fear, in a world alone, i speak in riddles, melancholy tone

Craving human touch unique to one, none for me, everyday occurance for some

Sad to be by ones self, the dented tin, left on the shelf

I searched for one, to have an hold, but irony leaves me shivering out in the cold

Broke inside, pain will not relent, i wish for once i could feel content

Then anxiety pumps from my faulty mains, it creates the feeling that I'm going insane

Try i do, and try i must, even though its seems as though my minds gone bust.

Through my life, i break and fold, i used to have the nerve to fight, but i am no longer bold

I try in vain to nurse my brain, but this is one monster that cannot be tamed

I try to stop and try to think, but the fuse has blown, a missing link

No point in talking, no-one can hear, they block the truth with drugs and beer

They don't wanna believe the words i speak, because all i say seems too bleak

So, here I am in my burning hell, once was holy, this angel fell

I've learnt to hate, I've learnt to fret, I've lived a life full of regret

Damien take me down, seal my fate, for this fallen soul is no longer welcome at heavens gate.

So be gone, my life may be, but it never was, a life for me.

By Jinxsta

[Maddison]

Jinx you will meet the right person I'm sure hunni.

[Jinxsta]

Maybe....

xx xx xx