I Feel So Lonely

[Magomed]

Hi. I don't know what to say really, I feel so lonely. I don't have any real friends, I loose them as soon as they knew about my disorder. I am wondering, am I really going to remain alone in my whole life? I don't had any friends, I was shy person. But now I have changed, I am nice guy and nice person to talk with, and I'm very honest in relationships. I've had only one girlfriend with whom I was truly in love, but she is married now. I don't want to sound like what people call an attention whore, but I feel I'm slowly and painfully dying from the inside, my only dream is to find someone who will understand me. Have a nice day everyone.