ArtMatters Posted April 16, 2013 Report Share Posted April 16, 2013 1) Untitled They wanted us to be them, we wanted to be us Poor them? Poor us! We never wanted to be raised like them Trying to be them was never in us All we wanted was a big sweaty handful of paper Green paper with printed words… Words of validation We cried as they critiqued our every move Waiting for us to crumble, fumble, and God forbid.. be real We waited for the lies Lies that we were ok just as we were That we were smart, competent, and capable That they cared about the things we loved Or even the people we loved But when the lies come they multiply They spread and congeal like disease And if you get caught up in their web The only way out Is one truth at a time A piece of honesty for the snap of a silky thread A step closer to freedom, autonomy, A step closer to authenticity One step closer to looking in the mirror With a little less shame, A little more hope And a lot more confidence that You mean something Are somebody, and can Be loved. 2) Untitled I never wanted to be broken I didn’t ask for it So stop treating me like I’m doing this to you Like I’m inconveniencing you!? I am but an empty vessel thrown out to sea..see? Searching for pieces of sky Amongst harrowing waves Crashing, turning, scraping pieces off of me With a soft, clear blue, fluid, tongue Every day a new forecast Red sky at night, sailors delight Red sky in the morning sailors warning But sometimes , here, in the middle of the ocean Where I’ve ended up The sky is stained pink all day long With red dripping and enveloping different parts of the horizon I wait for the days there’s not a cloud in the sky And a little sea bird comes To sit with me on the pieces of my raft The shambles of what it once was She pulls me out of loneliness She has her own frustrations too This little birdy of mine She wants to see the world you see To soar through the vast open sky And though there is nothing physically keeping her here An imaginary teather keeps her by my side I wait for the day she realizes the teather is held down by fear And flies away from me To leave me alone here With my sinking ship And the sinking feeling of Loneliness and despair 3) The One The sun has become my lover When she leaves I fall terribly ill I curl up in a ball and wait till dawn When I can ingest her like a pill I want to soak up all her light To rid me of my dark But when I dare forget she’s there She’ll leave me with her mark The clouds will come and cover her, The rain will follow too and when night falls she’ll be long gone and then I’ll be feelin’ blue I know our loves not easy and that I share her with more than one but my baby, she’ll come back for me when her other work is done The moon is often jealous As I loved him once before But I didn’t mean to hurt him I just needed something more He sneaks up on me when night falls sometimes spies on us in the day and though I cannot tell him I still love him, despite what I say I cannot tell him why I left For whom, or even when I can only reassure him he’d be the one If my now was switched with my then And thus, I’m left here lonely Torn between the moon and the sun Wondering if there’s a third light I believe some call it ‘the one’ (p.s. not that I'm really worried about it but just a note: I haven't decided if I'm going to do anything with this collection of poems yet so in the meantime I reserve all rights to any shared creative writing or artwork etc on this site blah blah blah lol - practising artists always feel compelled to make statements like this as a just in case measure lol..just better to be safe than sorry) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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