rufusmoo Posted May 8, 2013 Report Share Posted May 8, 2013 Morning all (be it wet!) My CPN has been challenging me to think about why I restrict and binge/purge and why having a baby and husband isn't enough to make me change and eat again. I don't know...I don't know...I don't know... Why do I do it? I think... *I want to show the world how bad I feel on the inside by looking bad on the outside. *I want to feel successful and lose all my body fat. *I've forgotten how to eat and it's not normal to me anymore. *I'm scared to death of weight gain-it means failure. *I'm SELFISH *iT GIVES me focus and drive. *I feel like I'm winning and in control and nobody can take this away from me. What do others think? x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kitsune Posted May 8, 2013 Report Share Posted May 8, 2013 Hi Rufusmoo, it could be that all the points are valid and there may be some that are deep down and you don't even know about, but I'd say that when I had difficulties and fears around eating it was because of the latter point- because it gave me control. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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