Poem

[Kitsune]

I think of Z as I think of A

I focus on A not to dream of Z

I breathe in A as I choke on Z

I cry over Z as I hold fast to A

I rage at Z and repress A

I progress with A and fail with Z

I loathe A as I love Z

I loathe Z as I love A

I'm numb with Z and feel with A

I'm numb with A and feel with Z

I'm numb with A and numb with Z

I'm lost in Z and found in A

I'm found in Z and lost in A

I struggle with A and struggle with Z

I'm committed to A and flighty with Z

I'm committed to Z and flighty with A

I swing from A and back to Z

I swing from Z and back to A

The time runs out, another day

is spent on fighting in my head.