skp67 Posted October 29, 2013 Report Share Posted October 29, 2013 I have a long history of anorexia and right now i am caught up in a big battle with it. I have lost just over a third of my body weight since July now weighing in at 7st 4lb, i am 5ft 5in. All my cpn has said is i'll eat when i want to, no comforting advice that may actually help. On Friday evening i was admitted to the psych ward for a different matter and ate or drank nothing whilst i was there. The staff when they saw me couldn't believe i was the same person who left in June. I knew i wouldn't be there for long as my care plan says i should'nt be admitted regardless of how suicidal i am feeling ( yeah thanks for that ) I really couldd of done with thhe admission to help me try to regain some control. But no they discharged me because of my police care plan that says i must not be admitted to hospital, which is bang out of order. The psych i saw on Friday evening asked if i was seeing the ed specialist and i told her my cpn said there wasnt one on the island which she said was very wrong of her. So now i am at home, had an appt with the practice nurse who was amazed when she saw the size of me as i hadnt seen that one for 4 months. I think i have now given up on the mh system Scally x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bellaboo Posted October 30, 2013 Report Share Posted October 30, 2013 Sorry your struggling scally, and I sit here in tears all night after an apt with my health care team I am also giving up on the system. I have a long history also of anorexia and bullimia I have same bmi as you know after gaining over a 6 month period at the beg and out if the blue I'm now being told that my weight is fine its not issue, but I'm not even up to 1000 cals yet how the hell I will ever eat normally knowing that my weight is now fine on what I'm eating I don't know. After 6 months treatment I also got so confused I turned suicidal again after a member of team out of the blue saying you probably don't have an eating disorder total head fuck. So now I fit ednos and my motivation to fully recover is fucked due to the fact i shouldn't put any weight on from here. I hope you are ok and can get the support you need take what you need and you know deep down what you need and were you wanna be away from the grips of it all I'm sure. Not much help but sending you lots of love as I am feeling totally stuck and confused by the system also xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
skp67 Posted November 2, 2013 Author Report Share Posted November 2, 2013 Thanks Bellaboo for your words. I am having a complete nightmare of a time, my cpn and cop is being a bitch. They arnt offering me any help, they want me to die and be off their books. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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