cheeky_lilly Posted December 27, 2013 Report Share Posted December 27, 2013 hi... I ordered small size of jeans that will still fit me I guess but I know I should be bigger size. I haven't been hungry over Xmas- painkillers suppressed my hunger.... Why have I done this? It made me happy, gave me a sense of purpose but I know it's wrong?? What is wrong with me. Why am I doing this. What is happening. I feel panicky and anxious. So much happening... Too much for my little brain... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted December 28, 2013 Report Share Posted December 28, 2013 Hi. Is it too late to exchange these jeans with a larger size? You could tell to the shop that you got them as a Christmas present but they are a bit too small, therefore you would like to exchange? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cheeky_lilly Posted December 28, 2013 Author Report Share Posted December 28, 2013 It's probably not too late. However I'm chill wondering if I can look like this or be skinnier an be healthy... Thanks three moons it is an idea, that my brain would not come up with. I think the idea of me being healthy but skinnier is something I would need to talk about with my ED CPN... It's such an overwhelming feeling this addiction to eating or rather not eating... It's difficult with do many self destructive thoughts.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted December 30, 2013 Report Share Posted December 30, 2013 Yes, I think you wanting to be skinnier but healthy is still the illness. It's good that you want to talk to professionals about it, I encourage you to do so. Friendly hug to you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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