Threemoons Posted October 26, 2014 Report Share Posted October 26, 2014 Hey, voices! Leave Maddy in peace. She's my friend and you don't have the right to bully her. Just go away now, cause no one wants you! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted October 27, 2014 Author Report Share Posted October 27, 2014 Thanks three moons. they been so bad i have had the urge to head bang but i havent acted On it. just played my flutes instead and had a nap yesterday. This morning my voices are really bad. shouting at me and stuff Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted October 27, 2014 Report Share Posted October 27, 2014 Glad that your flute and the nap helped, Maddy. Big hugs for you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted October 28, 2014 Author Report Share Posted October 28, 2014 This morning. Voices goin crazy. Cant handle the noise their at. Hope this dont last all fuckin day. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted October 28, 2014 Report Share Posted October 28, 2014 Sure hope it didn't last all day. Are they quieter now? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted October 30, 2014 Author Report Share Posted October 30, 2014 Nah they really loud today but i put some music on to drown m out. Not working yet. its early n the day still. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted October 31, 2014 Author Report Share Posted October 31, 2014 My voices want me dead. They keep saying there gonna kill me. Wtf Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted October 31, 2014 Report Share Posted October 31, 2014 My externals say these sort of things too, not nice to hear. They're very dark and threatening. Don't listen to them, they can do nothing to you other than saying threats and nasty things. Long live to you! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted November 3, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 3, 2014 Thanks for the reply three moons. Voices so loud today. Wish i could get some peace. they come and go like a radio being tuned. There not here all the time but when they are i know about it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted November 6, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 6, 2014 stil having issues with my voices. My nabours tv has started talking to me again which is a worrying sign that all aint well in maddys head. when will this end. Meh Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted November 6, 2014 Report Share Posted November 6, 2014 Sorry Maddy. What does the TV say to you? Come back to your doctor if you're worried. I hope things settle down soon. I know it seems like a never ending thing but it will be better after some time. Could you ask for therapy? I send you big hugs dear. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted November 11, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 11, 2014 the tv keeps telling me to set my instruments on fire. as do the voices n my head. They really dont like them because they make me happy when i playing them. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted November 12, 2014 Report Share Posted November 12, 2014 That's not a nice thing to say. Luckily you don't have to obey and you can play your instruments just as much as you like. Sing revange on the voices cause they have no power over you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted November 13, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 13, 2014 thanks three moons. Sometimes i get confused with whats real and what isnt. Hope this post makes sence as it dont to me reading it back. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted November 15, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 15, 2014 the voices are being really nasty to me today for some unknown reason. Calling me a slut and a whore and many other names besides. They have made me cry on three separate ocations today all ready. Why is life such a struggle for me? Why cant i just be fuckin normal for a change. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted November 15, 2014 Report Share Posted November 15, 2014 I ask myself these questions too. Keep going, dear Maddy, don't let these nasty ones stop you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted November 16, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 16, 2014 Thanks for the reply three moons. they are silent right now but dont know how long its gonna last. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted November 20, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 20, 2014 My voices keep telling me to set my harp alight. Wish they would just move on from this topic of conversation. Its getting boring hearing that when they brake through the clorpromazine. They are getting better though slowly but not with out other issues that i have to deal with. Mainly side effects Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PDBPD Posted November 20, 2014 Report Share Posted November 20, 2014 Maddy...well done for fighting...stay safe Steve Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted November 20, 2014 Report Share Posted November 20, 2014 Yeah, you're a fighter Maddy! Congratulations for leading the battle. Stay safe. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted November 22, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 22, 2014 I have no sharps in the house so i cant cut my self not that i ever have but i dont wanna start now. just wish i could find the off switch sometimes. hey, dont we all? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted November 24, 2014 Report Share Posted November 24, 2014 Ah yes, the off switch! Where is this damned one buried? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted November 29, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 29, 2014 Voices back really badly today. They woke me up at four as they were shouting and fighting. God knows what over. wish i new Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted November 29, 2014 Report Share Posted November 29, 2014 Wish they'd let you sleep in peace, Maddy. When I'm woken up like this it's usually because I carried worries during my sleep, don't know if something worries you particularly this night? I hope you can sleep better tonight. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted December 4, 2014 Author Report Share Posted December 4, 2014 My voices are telling me that i aint any good on flute and that i should just stop now as its all pointless. They been like this since the lessons started. meh Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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