Threemoons Posted January 26, 2015 Report Share Posted January 26, 2015 You're definitely not alone, Maddy. Sending you loving thoughts. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 26, 2015 Author Report Share Posted January 26, 2015 My voices are telling me to carve my self up again. I scared. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 26, 2015 Author Report Share Posted January 26, 2015 My voices are telling me to carve my self up again. I scared. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted January 26, 2015 Report Share Posted January 26, 2015 Hugs Maddy. I don't like that the voices scare you like this. You have already taken measures to get rid of the dangerous stuff so I hope the risks are lowered. I know you're doing all you can to keep control. Keep fighting, my friend. They won't have the last word. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 27, 2015 Author Report Share Posted January 27, 2015 thanks three moons. I dont like it when they scare me iether. got my friend to hide all knives and anything else sharp that we could think of to keep me safe. Wtf is wrong with me? Why cant i be normal like every one else. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 29, 2015 Author Report Share Posted January 29, 2015 Had a good nights sleep last night so the voices aint as loud right now as they normally are. Hope it continues through today i would love a brake from them. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted January 29, 2015 Report Share Posted January 29, 2015 I would love that you have one too, Maddy. You well deserve a good day. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 30, 2015 Author Report Share Posted January 30, 2015 Cant remember the last time i had a voice free day if i am honest with my self. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 31, 2015 Author Report Share Posted January 31, 2015 got woken up by my voices having a fight bitween them selvs at five a m which i aint impressed about. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted January 31, 2015 Report Share Posted January 31, 2015 Maddy, do you know what the fight was about? Maybe if you understand why they fight so often you can do something about it? I hope you can regain some control soon. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 31, 2015 Author Report Share Posted January 31, 2015 wish i new what they were fighting about then i could fix it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted January 31, 2015 Report Share Posted January 31, 2015 Wish they would say it clearly instead of always making us guess. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 31, 2015 Author Report Share Posted January 31, 2015 Today has been a nightmare cause of the bloody voices. Aint been able to do much other than cry. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted January 31, 2015 Report Share Posted January 31, 2015 Oh, my dear friend. I wish I could be physically there to give you a proper hug. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted February 1, 2015 Author Report Share Posted February 1, 2015 thanks three moons. Your kindness means a lot. Even if my voices tell me i dont deserve it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted February 1, 2015 Report Share Posted February 1, 2015 They're lying once again, you're a good person Maddy and as such you deserve all the kindness in the world. I bet they're just jealous. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted February 2, 2015 Author Report Share Posted February 2, 2015 they dont like me at all even though i have done nothing to them to make them angry or pissed off . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted February 4, 2015 Author Report Share Posted February 4, 2015 Was woken up by my voices calling me a dirty whore who was asking to be raped this morning. Should have put a trigger warning on this post really now thinking about it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted February 4, 2015 Report Share Posted February 4, 2015 Oh, shut up voices! Maddy did nothing wrong, leave her in peace, damnit! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted February 5, 2015 Author Report Share Posted February 5, 2015 They also say i deserve to be in pain all the time. I dont deserve love or kindness. I could go on. The list is endless where they are conserned. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted February 5, 2015 Report Share Posted February 5, 2015 It's demonic, we hear these lies over and over again so they become ingrained in our brains. It's brainwashing and it's destroying. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted February 6, 2015 Author Report Share Posted February 6, 2015 yeh three moons. With you on this one. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted February 6, 2015 Author Report Share Posted February 6, 2015 voices quite loud this morning. Hope they quiet down as i will have a head ake if this racket keeps up all day. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted February 8, 2015 Author Report Share Posted February 8, 2015 Woken up at three by my voices fighting over sq rutes. I dont do maths so no idea what the fuck their on :o Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted February 8, 2015 Report Share Posted February 8, 2015 Doing maths formulas now? What the hell are they calculating?! I'm not good at maths so no idea. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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