james1982 Posted November 4, 2014 Report Share Posted November 4, 2014 Yet another day when u wake up feeling nuting but complete contempt for urself wishing it would all just end and go away whats the bloody point fighting this i ask myself o well have to go out face more judge mental stares form people and random looks of thats ur man the freak sigh another numb day Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eagleheart Posted November 4, 2014 Report Share Posted November 4, 2014 (((James))) I am thinking of you hun.I don't have any advice but want you to know i hear you. X Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
james1982 Posted November 4, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 4, 2014 Thanks hun hope ur doing ok Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lonelyheartemma Posted November 4, 2014 Report Share Posted November 4, 2014 ((((James)))) how are you now? Did you manage to go out? It's so horrible when people look at you judgementally. I do think it's their loss more than yours because you deserve better than the way they treat you and they are missing out because you are such a sweet friendly guy. But I know that doesn't help Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Br0kenW1ngs Posted November 4, 2014 Report Share Posted November 4, 2014 I'd also like to know if you went out.....Also thanks for the friendly PM. I haven't used this site for years, I don't think I ever posted much when I did use it but I used to read it a lot. I guess I'm feeling brave today! I am also in a much better headspace so it's easier for me to offer replies if that makes sense. I know the darkness feels relentless but there is hope, I promise. Look after yourself ok? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
james1982 Posted November 4, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 4, 2014 Hey thank u emma and broken for ur really nice and kind replys means a lot to me yep i went out . I hope u guys are having a nice calm evening Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Br0kenW1ngs Posted November 4, 2014 Report Share Posted November 4, 2014 Thank you, I am having a very unproductive evening, but sometimes it's good to do nothing! I needed the rest and I'm quite enjoying the peace Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
james1982 Posted November 4, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 4, 2014 they are the best evenings relaxing to Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted November 6, 2014 Report Share Posted November 6, 2014 Sorry I'm coming only now James. How are you today? I often ask myself too what the point is but I think we all can have a better future. Glad that you could go out even when fearing the judgemental looks. I was afraid of them before but the more time pass, the more I think I don't care. Just be who you are and be proud of it. You're a very nice guy, you deserve happiness. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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