ruffryder Posted November 8, 2014 Report Share Posted November 8, 2014 Your not real you are just a figment of my imagination. You have abused me and put me down for far too long. Had control over me and forced things on me i did want. You dont even excist and you have caused me much pain. Im done im stearing you in the face what you gonna do now im taking back control and theres nothing you can do about it because YOU ARE NOT REAL!!!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PDBPD Posted November 8, 2014 Report Share Posted November 8, 2014 Are you safe mate?? Steve Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ruffryder Posted November 8, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 8, 2014 Thanks for the reply steve im safe just in a fucked up place and feeling like there is a presence in me that has been ruleing me im sick to death of it confusion to whats real and whats not i suppose its some sort of fear but who knows im standing up to it, facing it and telling it where to get off. Cheers again mate Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Alliecat Posted November 8, 2014 Report Share Posted November 8, 2014 Weekends are bad..hope you feel more human soon. Keep safe most of all :( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ruffryder Posted November 8, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 8, 2014 Thanks alliecat got college on monday but feel so exausted just want to sleep want to cry too but cant going to try and do some clearing see if i can get through it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PDBPD Posted November 8, 2014 Report Share Posted November 8, 2014 In my experience negativity can be like another person...waiting to drag me down. Glad you are fighting mate but try and rest too...get the balance that works for you Steve Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ruffryder Posted November 8, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 8, 2014 I dont know what works for me really cant keep my head strait at all i really feel like i should be bawling my eyes out but nothing iys so heavy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted November 9, 2014 Report Share Posted November 9, 2014 Big hugs to you, Ruffry. I hope you can get free of your harrassement. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ruffryder Posted November 9, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 9, 2014 Thank you threemoons i can only try Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted November 10, 2014 Report Share Posted November 10, 2014 Yeah, and that's already great to be trying. Keep going, my dear buddy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PDBPD Posted November 12, 2014 Report Share Posted November 12, 2014 How you doing mate?? Steve Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ruffryder Posted November 13, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 13, 2014 Ok mate still really confused and down really trying to get through it the best i can hope your well Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PDBPD Posted November 13, 2014 Report Share Posted November 13, 2014 I am okay...glad you are still trying to get through mate Steve Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted November 13, 2014 Report Share Posted November 13, 2014 Keep going Ruffry! You'll win. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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