Eagleheart Posted July 1, 2015 Report Share Posted July 1, 2015 Please keep me in your thoughts.My head has never been this bad. Deep down,I usually know I can cope with a lot.But it's different this time & I am scared. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DaisyChain Posted July 1, 2015 Report Share Posted July 1, 2015 Thinking of you Eagleheart x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kara. Posted July 1, 2015 Report Share Posted July 1, 2015 Thinking of you dear eagleheart. I'm so pleased that you asked for support. Hugs. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
addy2 Posted July 2, 2015 Report Share Posted July 2, 2015 hugs eagle, thinking of you xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
artemis84 Posted July 2, 2015 Report Share Posted July 2, 2015 My thoughts are with you too xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kitsune Posted July 2, 2015 Report Share Posted July 2, 2015 Thinking of you xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kara. Posted July 2, 2015 Report Share Posted July 2, 2015 How are you eagleheart? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eagleheart Posted July 2, 2015 Author Report Share Posted July 2, 2015 Hi Kara. Thanks for asking after me. Things are bad. Totally running away from my head. It's affecting me physically too. Fearful all the time. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kara. Posted July 2, 2015 Report Share Posted July 2, 2015 :-( oh eagleheart. What is going on? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eagleheart Posted July 2, 2015 Author Report Share Posted July 2, 2015 It's hard to find the right words but it's as if my illness has moved into unfamiliar territory. In a sense,I have existed comfortably with my many psychological issues;they have been unpleasant,but I knew where I was. I seem to have walked into a place of utter darkness,it's so thick that I can hardly breathe. Huge sticky cobwebs have me entangled & the more I struggle in panic,the tighter their grip.I don't want to be in this place. I am not ready to fight the demons that wait for me. I want out.II will die before I can defeat this hell. It's waiting for me. It wants me to go to it. Because it knows that place will kill me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kara. Posted July 2, 2015 Report Share Posted July 2, 2015 Eagleheart it sounds so scary. I'm so sorry that you feel so terrified and that you are experiencing such overwhelming feelings. I hope you can leave and/or fight those bullies out. I'm thinking of you Eagleheart. Hugs. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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